Damn guys, Venus in Furs is terrrrible
Damn guys, Venus in Furs is terrrrible
It's both weird and flat though, everything around what he did is textbook SVU bastard dialogue.
"what about these women?"
"it's all chasing money"
"good god man, it's 100s of women"
"I spent a lot of money. I'll be vindicated. you'll see."
I give my partner shit for watching true crime and bodycams but I chased down that Weinstein interview with speed. What's running around in that little buboe's brain? What's jail doing to him? I am generally against the carceral state, so I'm obsessed by its warfare on the mind, esp on the rich.
Am I finally cracked or something?
The goal is to give our western proxy whatever they want to take as many miles as they can, destabilize/terrorize everyone else in the region to take more miles, until it's wholly consolidated under American Power. It'll be disastrous, but that's the goal!
Yes, I do use this account to make legible the swirl of cognitive dissatisfaction with myself, regardless of whether that's interesting to anyone else.
I don't think I'm a particularly appealing person at this life stage. I don't know if I should finally embrace that and enjoy being alone more or try something more deliberate to shake my brain into higher mindfulness.
Seems like a pretty key 40s-type decision! Wish I had more money about this.
Being preoccupied with treading water has made large contributions to my present state as a bad texter, an artless party babbler, a 30th percentile drunk, and a sporadically attentive friend who is almost always the one getting checked in on, and never checking in.
I spend a lot of time stressed out about surrounding chaos that I'm not addressing or finances, such that seeing friends makes me anxious and I need to duck out earlier than I planned to. This makes my wife the primary social battery while I'm kind of an aloof male partner satellite, which sucks tbh
After work, I work around the house. After that, I might make dinner. If I make dinner, then I don't relax until 8:30 or so. I have about 2-3 hours of π€ͺ before bed which usually means music/TV/a few drinks on the porch. Sometimes friends come over, but they're usually out, and we can't afford out.
My 40th was good because I got to DJ and we did a drag show in the backyard but I mostly had host-brain so it also felt a lot like work/execution.
it's not that I hate getting old (I don't, actually), it's that I don't know what to do with attention from friendships I haven't had the energy to really cultivate and maintain, plus I rarely have a good idea for it and whatever I improvise at the last minute feels like a dud.
"your birthday is in a month π₯°"
oh ghodd
A worker in a mango orchard
In order to protect the mango trees from moles in Coachella CA "Fidel" is applying castor oil-based repellents that moles hate the smell of. This is important as mole tunnels can expose young roots to air, causing the roots to dry out and destabilize the young trees. #WeFeedYou
Tight and scuzzy techno EP really hitting the spot tonight:
As an IR professor, it's depressing that this is outperforming all others as the best theory of US foreign policy
Should have done more due diligence on this. Voted nay by AOC et al due to insufficiently redacting victim info.
Powered through and took it for a ride yesterday and today. I give myself a 7.7/10. Still a bit too arbitrary but the bones are there for a real good time if I stay disciplined
It is at least remotely true for a mid-level state job in IT. Vacations were irregular but the big get was a 2-story house for 300K in 1996.
Iβm not saying this is a universal experience but it was *the* quintessential middle-class job. One income for all five of us.
Itβs International Womenβs day!
I hear a βwhat?!β come from the bedroom, turns out my wife posted about it along with her Venmo and got $50 fromβ¦ another woman.
Children are not positive people
This re-org/classification project I'm doing to start DJing again is taking so long, but I hope it pays off in purpose (quickly pulling from 20 years of active listening and collecting into cross-genre mixes I can't seem to connect on brain-memory alone)
I did an unsolicited takeover of the AppleTV with this and sheβs mad-mad.
Babybel and ice water for a midday snack? Yes, Tilda Swinton, Iβll have that for you right away.
π gays π get it π done π βοΈ
βFinding things on their way to collapse was much easier than finding the next bargainβ
The say βI am aliveβ comic
Iβm reminded of this comic almost every time I check LinkedIn
They shut us down so that there was no encore. Iβm tryin to not be mad about it and accept that a song about the apocalypse was a good version of the end, but there was a hell of a cap planned π€
The shit that's coming out of the US regime about Iran and Cuba ought to be frightening and disgusting to the same people who were mad about Greenland and Canada, but I don't hear fucking shit from those bozos.
Letβs talk about Graham Platnerβs Big Lie, finally. In 2009, at the height of the Gulf War, the Marines barred him from active duty. Platner claims it was his forearm tattoos. But his one forbidden tattoo was the Nazi symbol on his chest. He knew - and he left the Marines rather than give it up. 1/
HOW EACH HOUSE MEMBER VOTED ON PRESIDENT TRUMP'S IRAN WAR POWERS Yes (212) (210) (2 republicans) No (219) (215) (4 democrats)
But the milquetoast pissants are back in the op-eds complaining about the far left