Happy birthday Mila!!!! I hope it's as fantastic as you are! You deserve all the awesomeness and more! Happy day around the orbit dearest heartπβ¨π«ΆπΌπ―and so many more to come π₯°π₯°π₯°π€π»
Happy birthday Mila!!!! I hope it's as fantastic as you are! You deserve all the awesomeness and more! Happy day around the orbit dearest heartπβ¨π«ΆπΌπ―and so many more to come π₯°π₯°π₯°π€π»
I've been pretty gutted tooπ«πI've tried to be on Tom's streams more! I've had a lot of fun heheπβ¨I appreciate you and all the Minkies that make chat fun I enjoy the chaos. I'mma enjoy whatever time I got left and hopefully hang out with the Minkies a lot more, however long that is! They really are!π―
Biggest hugs back to you Skitter!!! I love yah to bits man! π«ΆπΌππ«π«π« Times have been rough but I've just taken it one day at a time yah knowπ₯ΉβπΌπ«π«
Gn blue skyπ...I am enjoying the extra hour of sleep but the early dark still throws me off like a nadder trying to ice skate lawlπ€£π
Oh naur...that sounds like a no bueno time....ππ Could never be me lawl
eventual death. I hate how sad I get when I have those moments. I have friends who do visit me but I'm bed bound so it's hard to go places but I'm slowly getting used to being/getting in a wheelchair. My sleep schedule is still hella whacked which is an issue lawl π€π€¦π»ββοΈπit's just been a rough time(2/2)
Sorry I've been mia..I didn't really post in Halloween. My mental health has been trash and somehow it's suddenly turkey month?! It's bonkers how time flies π± but as an update, I'm now on hospice..the nurse and aid I have therapy has been helping a bit but I still have my dark moments about my(1/2)
Oh but I believe science definitely should π―ππ―π₯°ππ
Happy Halloween 1st ππ½π€πΌβ¨ππ¦₯what should I be for Samhainπ
Man I've been here for almost a day...I've been trying to get a room, still in observation. My pain is still out of control. ππThis shit sucks
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I'm back in the hospital...my pain is worse and I can't use my right shoulder, which is my dominant hand. My left leg is cramping in waves. I'm over all of this man. I wanted to stay out of the hospital for at least a month, couldn't fuckin do that.πππ This shit is getting old.
Imma be free today! Hopefully I can stay out of the hospital for more than a month, that's my new goal atm. I was so bored waiting for my Drs to say yes I can leave. I even took a sun nap this morning. I got movie plans this weekend with a friend, I'm excited to be out man!π€£π€πΌβ¨If I could run, I would
I'm still processing everything..I don't think I'm doing a very good job at it tho. But I should be released after 3 weeks n a day in hospital. Hopefully I won't get another fever like last night n I'll be free Fri?π€πΌ thank you everyone for the kindness of words, I'll reply soon I promise ππ¦₯π«π
Hugggggssssss πππππππ«π«π«π«π«π«ππ¦₯
Making the status almost made me ugly cryπ« I wish I didn't have to type it out. I do see how loved I am! I appreciate y'all so much. I love y'all so fuckin much. ππ« It's been a fun year.
I wanna see Halloween one last time. My fav holiday. Smell the winter coming but still enjoy the fall...ππππππ
It just keeps getting worse ππ
Gotta face harsh reality. If some miracle doesn't happen, I have maybe months left..I'm no longer doing any treatment. I get another go at the cancer board..but unless my body somehow fights the cancer without treatment, I'm fucked. My therapist made me cry this morning. I'm exhausted..I'm gonna die
Harder...I feel suffocated at what I have to think of and decide. I just want to go back to a morning where I woke for school and my mama made butter toast with a lot of cinnamon cuz it was a sweet treat before we had to leave the house for school. I hate this darkness..it makes me ugly cryπ...ππ¦₯
I need to get thru all these responses but for the first time, it's almost 3am and feels like I get a genuine breather..and I gotta put my big boy pants cuz my DNR was brought up the other day..I hate having to think of such dark n detailed things but no one else can for me..it makes the breathing..
Love you so much Trashyyyyyyyyyy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhghhh so much hugs too even in the boxπ«π«π«π«π«π«π«π«π«ππππ
Awe Mila, you're gonna make me ugly cry this morning, again. I love you so much! I need so much strength right now. I being an adult..I appreciate the healing vibes, help me fight my sickness off again. I don't feel alone at least! Just super sad. I appreciate y'all so much! πβ¨π«
It's all Gucci, Addie!!! You don't have to donate if you can't! It's the thought that counts! I love you regardless always hunny bun!!!! I hope you understand that?! π«π«π«π«π«π«π¦₯ππ« So much lovvvvveeeeeee to youππβ¨
D'awe SkyYYyYYyy uwu!!!!! I don't deserve the love and support but I fuckin appreciate it oh so much!! You're gonna make me cry again and it's barely 2:30am here, crying doesn't make it easy to breathe lol. I love you so much too! Sending love and hugs back atcha!! Ahhhhhhhh π¦₯ππ
I feel loved so mcfuckin much! Thanks for the reminder, Heather. The Minkies are a wonderful and amazing eat pack I love to be a part of! ππ«β¨
Awe Binnksa! You're amazing sauce! And I love y'all to bits! ππ«ΆπΌπ«β¨