Anyway, time to make a new doc with new prompts already because I told myself I have to stop this doc at 30th page. Glad I did that.
If you do see this, I'd be happy if you do think they're interesting to you XD or idk but lemme know what you think if you see these
Inspired some time last year on 'Healer' occupation in most fantasy genres so
The 'Otome Game BF and RPG Game GF' sounds more like a potential VN XD lol past me, really now
I really want to work on this (one day), I got so hooked on Tsukumogami stories and this one particular anime and then lol uh yeah
Gosh. From 2022 until just yesterday. At 30 pages.
Closed. Finally.
(Story prompts purely written by me in this thread belowww)
New year, new day, new inspiration for a new idea (the inspo is obviously coming from how I'm still sad over Ollie)
Honestly I kinda stop writing 'summaries' for these ideas bcs I know I'd be changing them time to time but somehow this one calls out to me. idk. would I write it? Maybe. lol
My best boy and best friend in the world. Since heโs best boy and best friend, that makes him my best BOYFRIEND <3
I miss him so much. Gosh. I lost my 6 late cats but Ollie being my first dog feels cut deep painful.
On my favorite games of 2025, in that weird meandering way I think about games and life and industry and everything. Thanks to @giantbomb.bsky.social for having me!
giantbomb.com/articles/ram...
So... first it was my mom, now it's Ollie and both: I'll try to move forward into the new year, hoping and doing better than the last. Hope it'll be much gentler, much kinder and a lot warmer.
But ironically as well moving into the new year without him this time also reminded me how real it is to embrace an entirely new phase in life - that it's hard for me to say 'new year, old me' anymore. Or the joke of 'same shit, different year'. Not this time, no.
That it actually felt really, really weird to be welcoming a new year without Ollie. For whole 10 years, new year with Ollie felt like he was a lot more excited for a fresh new start than the rest of us. Idk, maybe it's a dog's way of motivating us to look forward? I'd say that's Ollie for me.
Slept 12 hours straight today and only just woke up, realizing it's already 2nd day of January 2026. But yeah, it's really because I'm still lagging in 2025. I got so much to reflect on yet also be thankful for in 2025, still trying to heal from losing Ollie just a day before Christmas Eve last year
I'm very proud of @aleema.bsky.social & team for this. I have known Aleema since the semi-early Renpy days & one of the people who inspired me to get into game dev when I was starting out. To see this feels like an honor & a gift.
Play the game here: tenshistudios.itch.io/mahou-shoujo...
I love you my boy. Thank you for the 11 years. Youโve been my best friend, my closest confidant and the one I always love coming home to with warmth and joy. The one who always make me look forward to waking up, even on the hardest days.
I love you so so much.
Awww YESSSSSS 4 hours TO GO!!!!
It's never easy asking for help, but I've been suffering with burnout for months and my savings are almost gone now. If you have some to spare, no matter the amount, I would really appreciate it. ko-fi.com/pluviance/
i broke down crying while hugging the boy on my way home. i suspected but i was really hoping it wasn't the worst but ha. i can and have handled mostly cats' deaths, but I've always feared what it feels like to deal with a dog's death, especially under my care
Anyway.. idk what other updates to share much for now bcs it hasn't been anything good but.. idk I just wanna share it here.
Thoughts and prayers... much appreciated
I don't... have it in me much past few days and even more so today as I found out Ollie... very likely.. has... osteosarcoma (bone cancer).
Been holding back tears in the clinic when the vet told me that I think even he noticed it, said "I know. Trust me, I know."
WHOA time seriously flies that it sort of flew by me like a sparrow on a jet engine-
4 more days to go! Hope everyone's participating are having fun with what they're cooking up!
Still got 9 days left for the Cozy Christmas Romance Jam! Huyyah huyyahhhh!
I hope along the way, your Christmas and holiday celebrations are going well for this year!
Our 2nd submission for Cozy Christmas Romance Jam!
And this is a cool concept too! You get to make your own winter holiday RPG with detailed guide in each page, and tbh since I used to work for a board game project before, this is pretty neat!
Check it out at: fuentespens.itch.io/snowed-inn
tried to make steamed cake......
anddddd it end up being....
steamed... pancake
brain: it's still cake :D
It's a photo of me with filters from Meitu. I'm wearing a hematite necklace, with 2 rose clips in my hair. I have black wavy hair, and i'm wearing dark chocolate red lip clay.
A goal on kofi for $740.
Shit. My savings are so little, it's low budget dinners for the next few weeks. I've been shouldering food costs & necessities for 2 to 3 people in my fam since last month๐
I'm sorry i have to do this every month. I got pushed to my limits because of the pet bills.
ko-fi.com/reinav
AYYYYYYYYYY we got out 1st game for Cozy Christmas Romance Jam! Winter Lights and Love by ChanceOfFire: chanceoffire.itch.io/winter-light...
Runs on browser :D checkitttttouuuuutttt
15 days left for Cozy Christmas Romance Jam yall!
itch.io/jam/cozy-chr...
And another question I still have to reflect and really face it myself: How do I feel abt the kind of validation, impression from men about my body now? How do I feel about the way I present myself to people now with how proud I am of my own body...?
It feels... weird. But not a bad kind of weird
For so long, I used to even feel disgusted with my own body because god why must I have a body like this - only to be bullied for it, be shamed for it.
But now, I am more upset that I even felt that way towards myself? I know I should forgive myself for it.
Another example is also how I feel more accepting of my body in such a way that I want to express that loving pride of my own body. I used to hate my chest bcs I used to be shamed for being a 'big girl with a big chest'.
But it took years later for me to really love my own chest. My own body.
idk how to articulate it... like, I used to feel guilty about being someone who views eroticism as an art, a really intimate kind of art. Like, I see sex as a form of expression too.
But then sometimes I also hear this trauma-impacted side of me saying: "No, that feels filthy and wrong"
Lately I've been thinking, right - and yes this is also related to another random erotica piece I'm writing - I wonder for quite some time why is it I feel conflicted abt being sexual.
As in, I truly feel at first theres something wrong with me but I also feel more liberated the more I accept it
