taya

whyyyyy am tired all the tiiiiime 😭😭😭😭

the thing is my brains either tired, socialising or thinking about how i need to write/draw my comics’ next chapters so i deadass… dont have the space to think about yaoi 😔💔 someone infuse fictional men kissing juice into my brain or smth idk

my god i miss having a ship to be a fujoshi about??? cant even think about my ocs kissing these days smh

seriously i did not need to feel constantly sick and dizzy on top of everything else 🙃 ive got a life to pull together

lord i have not had a serious ibs flare up in like two years and i had forgotten how much that shit scares the hell out of me

me: thanks god i dont suffer from hangover after drinking im so lucky 💅
my stomach for the entire week following a party:

faire une insomnie parce que je suis folle partie 10 ce mois-ci

u know the mental illness & homosexuality got me down bad this winter cause ive been comforting myself thinking about a produce 101 au of all my female ocs and im non-ironically invested

in other news i finished bir baskadir today and omg what a banger. 10/10 crazy women angst in a film d’auteurish instabul, what more could i have asked for ? i’m in love with ruhiye’s actress btw

anyway thats just my depressed self complaining because there is obviously never going to be a simple way to think about things 🙄 and because of who i am i and who my parents are i simply have no choice but to live with that nuance

idealising a society model as a whole, no matter which one, is a dangerous way of protecting it as it only permits its failures to be swiped under the rug in a way that helps nobody… im tired

these days i find that the only difficult thing about being a white-passing mixed arab who just happens to be a lgbt woman in france is dealing with sometimes irreconcilable and dismissive visions of the world from both side

afab hugo, for some reasons (he’s the exact same but without a beard)

just ate 3 msemen in one go

interestingly after trying a lot of different styles this year i can confirm that i always feel more like myself & what i want to be when i wear pre-70s vintage garnements… i suppose a girl’s heart can never truly change

oooh I don’t know anything about the region’s history but I’ll look it up ! 👀

omg i’d love to 🥹🙏🏼 tell me if you have ideas for their names and hometowns lol

also some addae family posting to cover up for the ass & tits

[nsfw] ladieees

boys who look like this please dm me ❤️

but for real though why are my tastes in emotional comfort men so weird these days. like why can’t i like crowley from good omens. why does it have to be don diego de la vega (1957) or historical figure ibrahim pasha grand vizir of the ottoman empire or fucking MADRID, THE SPANISH CITY

i’m trying to be normal about my interest in ottoman culture but suleyman’s homoromantic poetry is making me sick… like… i feel sick (not related to the fact that i’m currently literally sick)

i’m trying to be normal about my interest in ottoman culture but suleyman’s homoromantic poetry is making me sick… like… i feel sick (not related to the fact that i’m currently literally sick)

just failed the « trying to be not too mentally ill this winter » challenge

2/2

drew some ocs to get back in shape ❤️✨💅1/2

always share the sweet things with your bestiiie

janissary friendship #ottomanhistory #ottomanart

breath of the wild fanart heheheh

merci merci

starting off with gay people art #branding