i really wish i did more with my ocs at the time. i have a handful that a few friends would recognize but i kept most of them to myself and it makes me very sad that i will not be able to get across the feelings i feel when seeing these characters again to people meeting them for the first time
been getting back art for some of my oldest characters these last couple days and it's hitting me that i have not thought about some of these guys in over 15 years even though they used to be my whole world. i alone will be hit with the effects of revisiting these guys after so long away from them
i have a fear that my big oc game will be very boring to play because it's very much a writer power fantasy of: taking every character i've made, removing them from their canon tragedies, putting them in a room together, then putting them in Situations. but if i alone enjoy it then So Be It
i want to think theres just one person really high up at sonic team who has a kid who is really into the smurfs and that kid begs them to make a game with both the smurfs and sonic
while i still have to go back and add the visual references i just realized i'm in the homestretch of my oc comms page... can i finish this before the end of the month. maybe seeing how close i am will motivate me...
need a magic spell that transports food into my digestive system without me needing to manually consume it. i think this would fix me
nah on work days i am consistently getting like 8 hours (or maybe. 6ish hours from how long it takes me to fall asleep + waking up at least once before i want to). has always been a problem for me no matter if i'm getting 5 hours or 12 hours of sleep but it's been extra bad this week
i think it has to be the meds that are making me sooo sleepy and lethargic in the mornings but i'm worried if i switch to taking them in the day then i'm going to get ultra sleepy at work... i dont Think they give me energy at night but maybe that's playing into why i'm gaming so late into the night
does anyone else ever get so lethargic that you uh. that you. drink half a jug of orange juice throughout the day and not anything else
i think they just set the tutorials to play at both regardless of what order you do them in? i guess i don't know for sure since i did them in the same order as you lol. i think the only boon ridge first would give you is you'd have a Ton of blocks to use at the beach tho. making roads out of ash..
every area is like this, even when i build elaborate bridges the pokemon don't seem to go beyond a certain range. if the pokemon's ai is like this i would have preferred the areas be smaller but they can go anywhere you build a path to. i would like to know how the ai works in this game for this
i'm really feeling it in the skylands where i can't get any of my pokemon to leave the land their home is unless i take them there. they don't seem to actually use the lifts or elevators on their own so it's kind of like. whats the point of building up more than 1 section then...
i'm torn on one hand i like that half of every area is completely optional so you get to just Vibe discovering it but on the other hand i wish there were more quests you could find at kanto's landmarks. the top half of rocky ridge just being good for resources and nothing else is so sad
i also did this and i think it's the intentional order since they're ordered in the menu that way? i think bleak beach is just comparatively hard compared to every other area because of how much land you have to connect + the electricity wiring
me before post-game: i dont want to use the huts then i can't see the pokemon...
me in post-game: omg which pokemon should i house in this secret cave underground on the opposite side of the island
was actually kind of worried i'd lose interest after credits but the ability they give you near the start of postgame is insane. making houses just got so much easier
hit the credits in pokopia just because i was curious about how the game ends. now to build roads Forever
i have to work today but i just could not convince myself to get up this morning until now. i am so exhausted
was confused why sites order the pokopia areas the way they do considering the last one is available from the start of the game but i just watched a streamer go to that area off rip and like ohhhh i see it's a blank slate area and not necessarily plot. i see now
yeah the doctor said if i start to tolerate it after the first week i can double the dose. i feel like i've always been so filled with fear that it's ingrained in my thought processes and i'm not sure there is any medication that can totally purge it from me, but maybe with time it will ebb slowly
i still jump at every little sound and oddity but i haven't spiraled. but i would like it if my heart didn't race and lurch whenever i'm in a car. bare minimum i would like the medication to tackle That
pokopia ensnaring me makes this hard because i Think i feel more motivated to wake up in the mornings but i don't know if that's just the game lol. but then again no media has ever prompted me to wake up early to consume more of it so maybe its from the meds as well
meds update: feeling mostly normal today but my limbs still feel shaky. yesterday i was thinking about how i hadn't had any nightmares since starting it so of course i had one last night lol. might up the dosage next time i have two days off in a row
after playing pokopia all day for 3 days straight i'm actually ok i'm working today lol. still looking forward to playing it when i get home but i think a break to refresh my brain will be good
showing you a massive dilapidated tower and going "this would be too hard for you to fix up, we need to think of another way to do this!" is messed up. i would fix the tower. you haven't seen me fixing the boat already, i'll do it just watch me.
just got to the sparkling skylands. i need the game where kanto has a place like this wtf this is crazy
the pokemon desperately trying to rebuild the world to bring back the humans is cute but imagine if you had to evacuate because of an ecological disaster and when you came back your dog and three other animals were living in your house and invented a thriving moneyless economy
every pet owner's favourite game of "is my animal sick? is it their new food? or are they just mad about The Litter Box Situation?"
ohhh pokemon do not seem to understand having a second floor in their house... thats so sad. i guess if i add balcony doors to every floor then i can assign them all different floors but i'm still sad!
the ridge has such an interesting layout where everything is very far apart but also very linear. it's the first time i've made more than one or two houses in an area just so i don't have to trek through the caves to get to homes. anyways i made a dinosaur high rise
