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@impiapupa

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07.03.2026 01:36 👍 1 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 0

Then suddenly you’re left all alone with your body that can’t love you and your will that can’t save you.

04.03.2026 20:06 👍 6 🔁 6 💬 0 📌 0

i taste blood every time i think of summer.

02.03.2026 01:41 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

i just can't trust you! i can't trust anyone! everyone is going to hurt me!

02.03.2026 01:01 👍 3 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 1

I'm sitting in the bathroom 、I'm crying citrus tears. Everything I usеd to love 、decayed ovеr the years.

01.03.2026 17:25 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

to be pure. to be kind. to be unwell. to be sick. to have a darkness, to be sick, to have a fear, to feed the fear, to drink to be drunk to be kind while drunk to not have kindness to have no fear. to be afraid. to have a heart. to have a rotting head.

01.03.2026 07:01 👍 2 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 0

I loved you, I loved you, it's true, I wanted to be you and do what you 𝙙𝙤!

01.02.2026 03:33 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0
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Me when I get paired up with most # cringe harbinger of all time 😪

#art #fanart #scarachilde #chiscara #genshinimpact #childe #scaramouche #digitalart #procreate

21.01.2026 13:26 👍 82 🔁 24 💬 0 📌 0

A ruler of chaos 、his crown crooked and his heart fractured. Because even the broken can rise to reign.

30.01.2026 01:20 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

you are what i once was, a jewel—— meant to be polished to perfection, and put on display. but now i've made myself into a weapon. a tool to be used until it is broken, then be welded back together.

30.01.2026 17:07 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

I am lightning....The rain transformed.

09.01.2026 01:30 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

Something is not right about what I’m doing but I’m still doing it -- living in the worst parts, ruining myself.

17.01.2026 03:11 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

Hey, it hurts, it hurts,
I’m sick, sick.

09.01.2026 01:41 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

Though the spring will come with time
I have lost this love of mine
If it all just ends today
I think I will be okay

09.01.2026 02:30 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

don't hesitate. bare your teeth. go for the throat.

31.12.2025 00:09 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

I JUST WANT TO DESTROY! BREAK! ANNIHILATE ANYONE WHO DARES STEP IN MY WAY!

31.12.2025 00:11 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

" i hate you! i hate you— so god-damn much! but i... — want— you. i just want... you here. with me. "

30.12.2025 04:41 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

how tightly do we need to be pressed against each other before you admit that you aren't doing it for warmth? how many times does your thumb need to brush against my lips before we realize that we've gone too far?

30.12.2025 23:23 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

Sometimes I feel like I was born with a leak, and any goodness I started with just slowly spilled out of me, and now it's all gone.

30.12.2025 12:37 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

I'm rather proud of my ability to tell lies. I can trick not only others, but even my own heart.

29.12.2025 19:12 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

IF HE WANTS A PIECE OF MY HEART, I'LL TAKE A PIECE OF HIS THROAT.

23.12.2025 23:02 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

You loved him, didn’t you?
Seeing him reminded me of how he used to be. Hopeful. Yes, I loved him. And I failed him. Somehow he just managed to light up a room with a smile. He laughed at all of my terrible jokes. He never wrote me any letters. Only the most delightful poetry.

23.12.2025 20:02 👍 2 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

when i am dead i won't join their ranks
'cause they are both holy and free

23.12.2025 19:50 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0
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MEWTWO!
23.12.2025 19:24 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

my rot is as hungry as me. and when god asks me about love, i always respond with cruelty. i know no other answer. yes, love can be the violence.

22.12.2025 01:13 👍 1 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 0

what am i doing? why do i wanna hurt you so bad?

15.12.2025 02:50 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

Ignorant atrocities and colorless apologies! This isn't what it looks to be, i'm not as cruel as you see me!

16.12.2025 20:02 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

Like a puppet with its strings cut,
I laugh at god!

09.12.2025 00:49 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0