coyotecorner (Mykal)

Her trip to Ireland was ruined by this one question?? Gee, I wonder why…

GOD I think if I ever go to therapy again it will be a crazy time

And I've not even lived through the next couple years of my life yet

I could, of course, look up his face on social media

But why would I do that to myself

The crazy part about this is I'm genuinely kinda forgetting my dad's face, I remember key parts of it but I don't think I can really fully envision him in my mind anymore

girl in red - Too Much (Lyric Video) YouTube video by girl in red

www.youtube.com/watch?v=WB8l...

you have to love yourself so you can love others

you have to love yourself so you don't harm the ones you love

you cant do this forever

but you have to

you're a part of this too

you're the only one who can be this you

wether you like this or not

Someone told me to hold the pose.
So I did. Then they stole my clothes.

They didn't say when to stop, though.

Do you know how hard this is?

Image by:
@raytig12.bsky.social

Hold on to anything #brainbunnies

A comic page featuring a brown bull furry and a white wolf furry against a barren, frozen landscape. At the top of the page, the text prompts "Finish him," in blood red. The bull summons a cloud of ice spears, then rains them down mercilessly, spearing the wolf again and again and again. As if he weren't already destined for death, the ice spears then detonate from within, shearing the wolf apart in an explosion of frigid shards.

An illustration of a white wolf furry post-Mortal Kombat styled fatality. His body is frozen half-exploded from the inside. Spires of ice arc brutally out of his shredded, bloody body. In bright red behind him, a bloody smear of text reads: "FATALITY"

tw nudity, gore, character death

Is it fear? Or the cold that makes you shiver? For anonymous.

Slaves to our needs
Hunger in our blood
Fucking because we are just
Beasts driven by Love 🐺🔞

If I co/uld ri/p myself ap/art for you I woul|can't

🐺🎨

a blade between my ribs
ill count you down from ten
you dont want to lose me now
and i dont want to see you suffer

(Lyrics: EDEN - Trophy Hunting) 🐺🎨

At 12-13$/hr though

It feels like I'll NEVER be able to afford it

And I waste my time working to achieve nothing that I actually want

God I hate money

I want to skip to the part where I can treat friends

I want to SEE people

I want to reach beyond these stupid walls and really FEEL alive

But I guess it's just

Kinda sad that all that comes with a price tag

And I guess I'm just trying to get to the part where I can afford it

It's just hard to not feel like you're worthless when everything costs a bajillion dollars and all you can think of is "god I wish I could just help everyone in a way that went beyond just my words"

And when well, you have nothing to show for yourself yet at 24 I guess

But I guess that's the part I always struggle with grasping

That even though I feel like I really really don't matter- I matter to someone

And I have to be better for them

And life isn't just "GOD I wish I was more capable and successful already"

I spend so much of my time looking at my life in a 3rd person perspective I kinda feel like I can get disconnected from the fact that I'm alive at the same time- with people I care about

And that- and not to sound full of myself but- they need me to be there- they *want* me to be there

I treat a lot of my social relationships like

Everyone stops thinking about me when I leave the room; and that like... I'm no one's priority in any way

Maybe it stems from lack of self respect or a mix of that fear of intimacy but

I think that kinda hurts people in the long run, myself included

I think it's in part because I've been really trying to tackle

"Why are we scared of intimacy and becoming too close with people"

And now it's changing to

"You have to look at the world like you ARE participating in it, because your relationships DO take in account you are a real living person"

By all means please grip, knead and jiggle as much as you need 🐺😤😵‍💫💦

Fresh from the gym.

Done by dear @oreowoof.bsky.social

I love making these two interact even though in canon its literally impossible

perhaps i shouldnt spoil it so maybe i'll delete it after lunch at work tomorrow but

ahee hee (wip)

July poll winner - DEATH

i dont see it often but sometimes i see throat fisting furry art and it REALLY does things to me when i see it 🐺😵‍💫💦

I've been facing a lot of self-doubt again, with going to school being on the horizon

I really, really question what I am and am not capable of- and in doing so I feel like I do nothing

But, if I don't do this

And I just lie down

Then I didn't give it all a real shot

Like I said I've wanted

I really surprised myself with this one, honestly

Song and the feelings I was feeling just kinda

Took over and then it came out, and it felt really nice

A anthro coyote floats in the center, a bittersweet and tired expression on his face, with a tear in his eye. Random assorted bright square shapes fly past him, and the coyote looks as if he is glitching, and some of those square shapes are coming from him.

Text Reads: There was no guidebook, It was assumed you'd love to live You must live because life is precious; These moments are precious and in the morning, trapped in the same circles I've always been I question if life was wasted on me But I know that you, are precious You breathe life into these moments and that gives reason To see tomorrow To be, tomorrow.

'Cause we're just waiting on a signal

We're looking for a sign

Oblivious of changes

Grasping at the tide

No hope in searching outward

No truth beyond the line

And melting at your edges

Transmuting loss of time

Still wherever you go

Love will surround you

(EDEN - The Love U Need) 🐺🎨

An anthro coyote runs through a dim lit cooridor a collar adorns his neck and the red hue of the light suggests he is running to escape containment

It would be so easy

I'm so goddamn tired

but

not like this

you don't deserve it yet

they haven't given up

so RUN. 🐺🎨

Growing up with our pasts is always finding little holes we never really gave much thought.

a bunch of cracks and leaks we don't even realize we have when it all blends in the background.

But eventually they patch, or we learn to live with them and turn them into things for good.