Wolfed

The clicker ain't clicking, but I'm just gonna let it sit and pray it'll stay wedged in place for now cause I have to go back next week to switch my eyebrow anyway. 🫡

Still need to finish all my schoolwork for the end of the year, but next week is comic con which means I don't have time. And I'm trying to fix my snakebite situation too so I'll have to go to- hold on I also still have an open house day to attend fml HAHAHA

Too much. 💌

Okayyy haven't been this anxious in forever. Had a really bad day yesterday even though it was supposed to be rlly fun. And today we're going all the way to Belgium for Pitbull. Idk if I'm gonna survive this one🧍‍♂️

I just don't like people touching my stuff. But it's rude if I like,, ask him to wash his hands first and w/e so I would just secretly clean it afterwards fml

Just don't like the idea of him borrowing it, yknow??
I always feel so, uhm, not nice.

We got the first switch together;;
He eventually got the lite for himself, but I think I can "compromise" and we could play together ??
Why am I like this.

Either way, fingers crossed that I can sell my old stuff to have a bit of a buffer + I still need to get money back from friends anyways waa;;

ITS TOO EXPENSIVE everything is too expensive it's insane - and I KNOW I should at least wait or something, but I am greedy and I like having things. And I love Nintendo. :/ My dad wants to play the new Mario Kart if I get it, but I honestly. Really do not. Want to share.

Hum... Hoping my friend and her fam want to buy my old OLED switch with a few games so I can get the Switch 2
👉👈
I know she's been wanting one for forever (I even considered buying her a switch lite as a surprise because i love her sm, but uhm, money LOL) and I,,, want the new switch help

I am happy because everyone loves me

I was so proud of myself for not immediately spending a bunch after getting money again, only to cave and order another bad dragon that was on my mind , , ,

Like YAY but I'll still have to travel home past like 22:30 on my OWN 🫶🏻

Leaving at like 07:30 AM for some fuckass program that we randomly got assigned to. Mmmm classic internship. I already know the first years are dreading it HAHA, what am I supposed to even help with... we got 10% info.

AND THEN ALSO BABYMETAL THAT NIGHT HELPPP

Still have so much shit to do before the summer if possible. Lots of fun things too, I suppose (yippee).

Argh.

Still desperately riding the high from the Chase Atlantic concert. I've been barely able to really listen to anything else. Got my fave album on vinyl. <3

I can feel... SOME sense of clarity returning maybe? I've been so damn numb lately to the point of it becoming physical. Something is shifting and I am not entirely sure what. I think it's good.

I just don't want to go down the GGZ route again, I've seen enough mental health specialists y'feel.

In other news; planning on fucking up some shit tomorrow by putting together some stuff for my Kallax so I can store my clothing finally and then get rid of my old bedside table which has been haunting me for years.

There's still so much stuff to throw out from like,, a decade ago help.

I SHOULD make an appointment with the practice nurse (?? idk if that translates well) maybe, perhaps. Get some mental gunk out because my anxiety has been rlly bad lately and I can feel the inherent urge to,, not be nice to myself one way or another weeee

Also finally finished my first BG3 campaign
:-(

Survived family vacation. Really want to get some cleaning done before school starts again, but I feel so stressed and I wanna do it while no one's at home. Apparently going out tomorrow with friends and probably with fam on Thursday so like,,, help. I'm already aching for the summer holidays.

Like, yeah the purple was cool, but this is peak Wolf. Healing. Thriving. Or w/e.

Genuinely though, I feel so much more at ease.

I have red hair again, nature is healing ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

It's so warm now x_x
But I managed to drag myself out and buy red hair dye cause I'm still not vibing with the purple,,, yay !

My birthday was so mf good? My friends decorated the entire living room and baked a cake and I got such cute presents HELPPP Chase Atlantic was AMAZING too and it was so good to see my bestie again waa ;v;
Got spoiled fr

"i love you all the same"

YEAH that one hit
What a life
What a feeling

Anyway. Secured tickets for Enhypen!

Thinking about calling in sick tomorrow. Probably like most others. I really do not feel like playing tennis,,, lol.

I just feel like everything is acting up and I secretly want things to be "perfect" for my birthday. I'm so anxious and slipping back into sui ideation fr.

My hair, my skin, my clothes, my piercings, I'm hating it all rn it's the worst.

Why do my parents like darker hair on me btw what the hell

I need vent back so bad I s2g ARGGAGAGA

Anyway, got a haircut. Vry happy, but I still gotta get used to it tbh. Finally dyed it purple but I'm honestly not really vibing with it. :///

Wonder if I could smack some red in there in an attempt to fix it,,, ugghhh. It's really not that bad.

Have a family lunch on Monday, Wednesday I'm gonna fight for Enhypen tickets and Friday I have a school thing, but other than that?? I'm free????? YAY fucking finally.
I'm highkey stressing over my last year and having to find a suitable internship still, but I,,, just want to relax rn dear god

Need a haircut so bad, I'm going ballistic. </3
Booked an appointment for Thursday, going for more of a mullet yippee !
Also,,, I may have taken home a second Djungelskog from the Ikea... heehee...

CRAZY. MANIFESTED FR.
We kept talking about how we still want to see Enhypen some day super bad and GUESS what got announced today?

Already got asked to get a membership (their costs AHW <3) & sign in for presale and I'm gonna call in sick next week to try and secure us 5 seats HELPPP ARAGGH

I had all day to work on this report. I finally finished 1 of the assignments only to find out I wasn't supposed to type it out but put it in a mf poster.

Giving up, I cannot get myself to continue working on this lol.
At least everyone seems to be struggling with these assignments. :')

- What do you mean my birthday is this month. What do you mean I'm nearly 24. What do you mean the school year is slowly nearing the end. Passage of time strikes again,,, smh
- I want a custom tattoo so bad, but the artist who's work I'd like to use as a ref hasn't seen my message,, tigerkuna,,,,