Irène 🌷

An old wip!

☕
#hatsunemiku #miku #vocaloid

Twitter couple codependency meme I don’t care… if they aren’t at least a bit unhealthy then what’s the point?? Ass grab…

🤔

Twitter couple codependency meme I don’t care… if they aren’t at least a bit unhealthy then what’s the point?? Ass grab…

fabric/drapery fun commissions :3c

corrin and kana spring duo #fireemblem

One day left to preorder!

aiwastore.bigcartel.com/product/fe14...

I’m so tired of bad people getting away with doing bad things.

Comic of Fire Emblem Awakening characters. Maribelle approaches a startled Lon'qu saying, "Hold, Lon'qu. Just what do you think you were doing in that last battle?" Lon'qu pauses to think. "Stabbing people," he answers, with incredible directness.

【 #fireemblem #fe13 】lon'qu & maribelle support

To y'all young artists out there, take in comfort that your "poorly drawn" picture has more copyright protection than some GenAI slop piece. Thanks to the latest Supreme Court ruling against GenAI, it's a major victory for us artists.

[ #commission ] Corriander x summer! For @enwbbs.bsky.social 🐚🦀🍦

#art🌷 #chibi #FE14 #FEFates #fireemblem

drawing of my ffxiv character and aymeric. there's flowers and stuff and they're looking into each other's eyes.

anyway back to reuploading stuff. #wolmeric #ocxcanon

I pleasantly surprised her a lot in our session too it’s silly, but I find that a success she was like wow “that’s genius” and I it made me happy I feel like a model student ueeghhhh

hiii, limied slots are open :_3c any rts would be super helpful too vgen.co/EvaBeeSmith

Therapy went so well today I think we covered so much and yes most likely I have anxious attachment but it’s okay!!!

Way passed my bedtime. Thank you though to everyone who sent me messages and indulged me in your company 🫶🥲

Whenever I see old corriander art, my heart warms. I always talk about it but it does make me feel happy always, no matter what. I love all the artists that took such great care of them. I am a person that goes back and stares and admires and loves to think of the love that was there.

Thank you!!! 😭🫶

SUPER CUTE kana bean is always a delight!!! That’s the boy!! Look at him!! Wearing Xander’s circlet. 🥺🥺🥺 that’s the child…. Baby

Good question! Probably emblem Corrin (standard corn losing her red eyes, one of her best features 💔💔💔) and Spring Xander. It’s cute enough but the color scheme took a bit to get used to. Idk that pink isn’t my fave.

🌸🍒
#hatsunemiku #miku

Thank you for your words 😭🫂

You are very kind to me. I wish you luck too 🍀

Yeah… I’m always scared! But I value connection and companionship so much and crave it so badly that I can’t give up trying and making myself vulnerable.

I know and she told me there weren’t any “bad” attachment styles I guess one good one, “secure attachment”, but that one is rare to find. Also she framed at as what your mind does to protect itself from experiences. I just know it’s very easy for me to hate myself even over slightly “bad” traits.

Or huge thing that gives me anxiety all the time... is this hypothetical that people initially do want to know me, but then the flood gates open, I eagerly let them in, and knowing me better, they realize they don't like me actually... and then it's awful for everyone! or something like that. Fear.

To all my friends. online and offline I am so sorry I am always so complicated on these things I know should come easily to people. I know I am very insecure, I am working very hard to fix that and become more secure. Please give me grace. I am trying very hard.

My therapist also offered to discuss and maybe figure out what kind of attachment style I have, but I already second guess myself so much with my interactions, I am afraid if I learn more about myself or learn something bad... I might be even more restless in my thoughts and question myself more...

People deserve that. There's no conclusive statement. Just sometimes I need to try very hard from reaching out to everyone in my life asking "Are we okay?" "Do you actually want me around?" "Did I do something wrong?" "Please tell me, let me try to make it better."

I don't want it to happen again. I can't control it. So somedays my brain is very mean and is so afraid that everyone actually hates me, but I want to trust so bad so its like a struggle wanting to be reassured and it being more normal of a feeling than I am making it out to be vs. no shut up trust!