I think Iโll be back to streaming after my move, so maybe some time after the new year
I think Iโll be back to streaming after my move, so maybe some time after the new year
Iโm alive ๐ฎโ๐จ
Today we finally laid our girl to rest. It was the hardest thing Iโve ever had to do. Thank you for the love and support and for helping me get my girl the send off she deserves ๐๐ฆ
Itโs been a whirlwind since the twins were born, itโs with a heavy heart that I share that my twin B passed away last Sunday. Iโm devasted and it absolutely should not have happened. I miss my baby so much. Twin A is still fighting hard to come home
Thank you ๐๐ we spend a lot of time at NICU plus me not sleeping at night bc pain itโs just not a good recipe to add anything else
Just a side note right now, while Iโm recovering from my csection, I am not making ANY new content. Iโm not streaming, Iโm not doing much of anything except bed rest/ visiting with the twins and the family
Itโs absolutely killing me that I canโt hold them, that I canโt do skin to skin, I canโt feed them and I canโt be in the same freaking room as them. I hate this so much. I just want my babies
The twins decided they wanted to be earth side way earlier than they were supposed to, they came into this world via csection with mommyโs lofi LOTR playlist.
Theyโre barely two pounds and they are beautiful. Keep us in your well wishes and good vibes ๐
Also side note::: the twins and I made it to 20 weeks!! Itโs been crazy but weโre here and kicking ass.
Trying my best to keep up on here and keep this more positive than Twitter
The coyotes and owls are very vocal tonightโฆ itโs been a long while since Iโve heard any nigh life here
Fuck it, might as well check on my island in Animal Crossing
Ugh I forgot they changed their name lmaooo
Itโs gone :(
Years of memories and only TikToks I can see of my babies doing silly dances and videos with me.. locked and I never got to save them
This weekend will be filled with immense amounts of dread ๐ฎโ๐จ
Iโve literally been crying all afternoon since my doctors appointment.. everything hurts, everything feels heavy
Please share and help if you can..
t.co/iwhjkXNavd
57/100 follower goal
195/$4000 goal
Me too. Need more ppl to share/ donate. The drs are the most pressing matter rn
I wanna go home so i can live my best hobbit life
Apparently Iโm not allowed to name my twins Merry and Pippin ๐๐ฅน
I got so much done today, I managed to cook and eat but I didnโt keep it down ๐ฅบ
I think I just need to chill again. Bath, LOTR, Nap ๐ฎโ๐จ
I got everything I could done today. And now itโs time to not be clothed and lay down ๐ฎโ๐จ
I need snacks ๐ฅบ
Thank you to everyone whoโs followed me today! Weโre 44/100 followers but if I get to 50 by Sunday maybe Iโll share something ๐
I canโt get over how huge my ๐ look today
Charmander, vulpix, Eevee, umbreon, togepi, mew are my tops