.. au final ça rend le truc encore plus anxiogène. Je suis très proactif à rechercher des solutions, même aller chercher des médicaments à l'étranger etc mais là ça fait 1 an que ça dure j'ai juste plus la force de lutter 🤕🤕
C'est ce que j'essaie de faire mais on me met constamment des bâtons dans les roues. Par ex j'ai deux lettres de références à un spécialiste à l'hôpital et on refuse de me laisser le consulter parce que mon cas est pas assez grave. J'ai essayé de rejoindre des groupes de gens qui ont mon pb mais
J'ai un diagnostic mais visiblement après avoir testé tant de médicaments sans succès, je ne les intéresse plus vraiment. On m'a dit l'autre jour "non mais ça ira mieux cet été". Genre ??... magiquement ?
All the medicine that feel like sugar pills, the meetings with doctors, the false hopes, feeling it getting better then relapsing, doctors gaslighting me, and the pain, always the fucking pain. Man I'm just so tired. You have to have a chronic condition to understand. I want to give up
Don't worry I won't do anything stupid I would never do that to my family &boyfriend. It's just that life has been having no taste for the past year. I did not imagine this would be my life now... I'm so close to quitting my job 🤕 I can't take it anymore
Being at NFC was a great break, I was so overwhelmed it distracted me away from the pain being there, and coming back home has been...😵💫
I don't find the strength to continue fighting. Today I caught myself crossing the road without looking on purpose. Its fucked up.I can't think straight anymore.
This chronic pain condition I've been having for almost 1 year now has completely fucked me up 🤕 Especially the past few weeks, I've been sleeping over 10 hours every night and still feeling tired, constantly thinking "I want to give up", forgetting things, forcing myself to eat,
Coffee shop - part 10
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Originals Sales ! Read below
Big dawg
NFC was SO FUN !! Couldn't be happier for my first con ! Can't wait for the next one #NFC2026
Oopsie, guess i can't modify now :o
Yes it's the snep !
Coffer shop - part 9
Thank you 🫂
Also check my art at the creative expose:3
First ride
Thought I'd share something different than usual. All those are drawings I made in the train, 100% from imagination
Journey
LOL
One time I was asked to exit the class at uni after someone was asking me a pen and I was in the process of giving them one. I was so pissed
Coffee Shop - Part 8
When I think of it there's a lack of intention in it, like you see something that looks technically correct but it doesn't make sense for it to be there
Survivorship bias perhaps.
I feel like we've reached to a plateau with AI images where everything "looks" logically correct but you can feel its AI produced.
And it's been like this for months now. Even professional ads on TV, in the street etc you can immediately clock it.
It's not just me right ? ..
How is it only wednesday
Painted some badges !
Coffee Shop - Pt.7
Thanks !! Glad to hear
