*gross sobbing*
@rambayu
Sam Powell. Canadian Illustrator She/Her In her mid 30s #art PORTFOLIO: http://sampowelldesigns.com Carrd: http://sampdesigns.carrd.co STORE: http://sampdesigns.bigcartel.com (Hiatus) π«NO AI or NFTS (DNI)
*gross sobbing*
Your artwork is beautiful. Also: omg that left tree one looks so cool
This is when those moments hollow my chest and the thoughts and feeling "I can't believe shes gone" comes back all over again. 37 years with her at my side..my best friend, my guardian and my rock in life. It hurts all over again and its only been half a year
in my dreams and I hate it. The dreams haven't even been as vivid or lucid but im afraid of my memories of what she sounds and feels like when I hug her to fade. It hasn't even been a year. I find myself looking at one of the only videos on her Instagram of her talking about a hike and I cling to it
tell her like I was in the past. Id have dreams of bizarre resort like heavens that spiral into nonsense that no one could tell me was connecting to any spirit. She'd go from a focus to just existing beside me like she use to, like another person in thr day to day at home. But now, I dont see her-
- focus but just a presence within an existing dream. Id run into her or she would be there with the rest of the family as something occurs, and I could stop and acknowledge her so I could hug her and miss her rather than question how she's there. Ive tried to warn her about the cancer, tried to-
When Mom passed, last August, I found myself dreaming of her often. Im a lucid and vivid dreamer but my dreams were always struck with a reality that said "you're gone, you aren't suppose to be here" and it made it hard to just enjoy seeing her. For a time I was able to dream and see her not as a-
Tried the color thingy
Ya his-...look is uh-..weird.
I like your model.
omg i love these both
Hell ya~
I already struggle to get out of bed every day, and then there's my boy nuzzled up against my leg..
My struggle with finishing this pin. I keep fiddling with the face, ESPECIALLY as I started trying to do the tabby patterns (mostly becomes an issue because of symmetry of the stripes on the forehead to the eyes) Kept tweaking the eyes and such.
Ha ha ha ha...
Fuck off I don't trust that.
This is amazing
WHOA!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW ;-;
Wait- Im struggling to find my fav: the white tailed bumblebee
BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!
I started to make a document to list some alternatives for Discord that Iβll keep updating. Itβs not necesserily to invite everyone to jump out but itβs good to know that they exist.
write.ellipsus.com/edit/5c78554...
Keep bothering Discord and inform yourselves.
Man just the royalities thing and screwing artists over was enough to spread this. The sexual harassment is the cherry on top of the horrible.
ya. was my first game to get me REALLY into video games (though I did play the Mario All Stars collection before and DK Country) and the one I replayed the most.
10 year old suddenly has to live in his 17 year old body and fix everything for everyone.
Although not in relation to AI, my own sister has commented on how I had talent and she didnt growing up (I kept focusing on art and she gave up on her photography/drama stuff in school) and I have to bite my tongue and not correct her that its NOT talent. I literally kept to myself as a kid drawing
Man..I remember early on how Aibros kept claiming all us artists were somehow rich and elitist, claiming it's not fair that we have TALENT.
As though the whole "starving artist" hasnt been a thing forever, income for us is a constant lose or struggle, and we all worked for YEARS to get good ENOUGH
She's beautiful
*facepalms* this guy again..
This artist came up on my feed and i checked their work. Lot of it made me uncomfortable so didn't follow. Guess I dodged a bullet
I forgot that I finished these two. Still working on Totodile and struggling with his strange lil bumpy head