loomie

girl has been without estrogen for 3 weeks and is hekking ILL with some kind of temporary virus

oh winter,
of which do we surrender?
by which stories do we live?

in the fires lit by your bitter cold
to that which we feed
may I become ash.

I dont assume the writer is writing for my sake, nor do I read for the authors sake, for me it is more akin to a meeting and I take joy in it whether it stays for a while or goes it way fast. So the idea of owing anything and seeing art as a product is odd to me, that'd make me not want to engage.

Im suffering from extreme and nonstop nightmares that I don't wake up from until they completely shatter my psyche

I'll never see her again, my only friend, the only attachment I have to this world that I'd give anything for, but I will never get what I want so why should I chase it?

My close friend is crowdfunding $100 to help with bulls, transportation, etc. She is a black woman who just got out of a DV situation.

Her Cashapp is $kjax124

#mutualaid #helppeoplesurvive2026 #blacksky #blackmutualaid #bskyhelp #helppeoplelive2026 #crowdfunding

When we are supportive, we feel stable. When we are generous, we feel wealthy. When we are compassionate, we feel able to deal with our difficult emotions. When we are motivated beyond ourself, everything suddenly feels possible and like we can achieve our goals.

I've been writing a lot of cool stuff lately but idrk what to do with it, I don't really have anyone that cares about what I write.

Don't worry, your sweet intentions are helpful for me as is :3

What about an trainer to push me to my limits so they can enter me into dressage competitions?

How do you get therapy if you can't afford it but lowk need it to get yourself unstuck

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Pinning this again due to my ongoing situation of which I'd prefer to not overshare.

Please don't feel pressured to give anything, but it is necessary to swallow my pride and ask gently at this time.
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CAN I PLEASE GRT ONE SINGLE DONATION TODAY IM ATRUGGLING MY PHYSICAL HEALTH IS DECLINING MY MENTAL HEALTH IS DECLINING I'M ABOUT TO LOSE EVERYTHING

I just can't let go, I'm entirely inconsolable, I'm sorry for your loss, I imagine it feels similar. They say separation is the same kind of grief as death.

She's not even dead I just not there and idk if I'll ever see her again

I just want to see her again, what's the point if I can't see her again, I didn't even have the time to say good bye

How much do I have to let go of in this life? why do I not get to have anything? Why is everything I love taken from me? I just want to see my cat again I could do it if it was just her.

People talk a lot about shadow work but then when I go do it my shadow is just a massive baby that wants encouragement and doesn't understand why people hurt her. Anyone else experience this?

It is my sincere wish for everyone to find moments of peace where you feel able to meet yourself with tenderness and care, to forgive yourself for all your pain.

Does anyone fuck with people w/o any sense of identity whatsoever?

I'm in need of a fake identity, or "mask" as people usually call them, can someone help me?

I want you to be happy, I want you to be safe

Alternatively I get instant karma for my self-doubt and cruelty towards myself (I fell my tailbone on the ice).

I was given views I was not ready for, the seed was planted too young and it's been sprouting uncontrollably since. Now the only way forth is to tend to the tree, give it proper soil, and to purge all the branches constraining me. I know where I must go, but I lack the guidance to succeed.

If not my community then what? If not my friends then what? I just want to be happy and healthy but there's no space for that in the world if you are in poverty. The only path that makes any sense to me is to not look to the outside for such fulfillment.

I want you to be happy, I want you to be safe

There is no one around me who shares my views and priorities in life. As such I feel desolate, I don't know what to do. The only me that is liked is the addicted, broken me, as such I feel trapped, I don't know what to do.

I am addicted to learning. I have lost my sense of self. I have nothing to give anyone but my virtue. I continue to flow away, lost in cascading rivers of influences. People seek for me, but they find no one. Only when the attention is on you can I keep the illusion alive.

ive been kind of ok for a couple of weeks, but these feelings don't last forever. the future, my future, is very bleak. i don't really think there's anything I can do to get out of this mess that the worst people in the world have put me and the rest of us in.

please share & donate.

Maybe I like it when people try to micromanage my behavior