Dr cqo

literally whys bots liking our replies and posts in bsky bruh

This is why i just watch player in utube 😭😭😭

;---; thank yuuu ❤️❤️❤️. I think i just got shadowbanned in fb and twt because i rarely ever posts lol 😂.

Its everywhere i guess 🤣 like in fb, discord, irl accs. I get maybe 2-3 likes and that's being lucky. Talked to people and get absolutely no replies in servers. Irl friends took 3 days - 1 week to reply. 🤣

Self fulfilling prophecy i guess.

I made that account with the idea of being someone irrelevant, anonymous, and mysterious. Along the way i got too comfortable and began showing my humanity. Kinda regret that. I wish i stayed as that weird kid drawing nothing but ikesoren and i overstayed my welcome.

I think I'll just let go of my x account. I didnt wanna let it go because of the drawing timestamps. And it felt like a safe space to me. But my tweets barely reach anyone anyway ... Meh idk.

Outside of otp drawings im still my own person yknow. I wanted to draw for me. For fun. To feel the love for drawing again. But with my physical pain and really bad mental health, its just hard.

But it makes me feel like i always do something wrong or like i cant say anything at all. Ik i shouldnt care about all that stuff but its bothering me bc i feel like everyone i talk to doesn't like to engage in the topics i find interesting.

Its not their fault that i stopped being interesting once i stopped drawing ikesoren . that's literally why people followed me in the first place. But I've moved on from drawing them yknow. And everytime I open my mouth i lost followers lol ik it doesn't matter that much.

Been feeling so invisible like i dont matter at all. Once i stopped drawing i stopped being a human. Nothing i ever care about is ever heard of. Just be inside my own echo chamber. Always talking to myself.

Katanya jgn ngasi kerjaan dulu.... 🫠💢 Wkwk jk

Valentines Soren

Soren plushie with iris flower

old pic i took of @drcqo.bsky.social soren plushie with his valentines flower the purple iris🥰💕

@goodmenxx.bsky.social 争风吃醋啊😋🤭
#Cashorcredit

Thanks for the opportunity nokkk, here's my babygirl vio... <3

Here we go, let's do it! #artraffle #blueskyartraffle

PS: if it's a small scale, I'll manually give you a number via reply. I haven't yet find a perfect tool/app/web to help me decide the raffle winner.

Anyway I'll shuddup and go on about my day. Toodle-oos.

But the spine altogether is another issue entirely.
I'll go check again but last time they also said i have scoliosis lmao the life of an artist is never ending bad postures so. Sit straight yall. 🫡 Dont be a shrimp like me.

Idk whats causing the leg pain but it's bene a lifelong chronic pain that just got worse recently. It likes to have some episodes. I think i fell on my back or spine and cracked my kneecap once (went to mri and shit) and there's nothing they can do about it. Told me to do gentle sports like swimming

Sorry i wish i dont have to complain about my health all the time but i wanted to externalize and get it out of my system bc otherwise i get really depressed thinking I'll never get better. 😓

I literally went to temples back in vietnam just to pray for my body to not be a shit dumpster all the time. I've been exercising every morning and could feel more pain but better energy. I went to theraphy but the method requires swimming which. Its raining and flooding here rn its just. 😓

The only thing make sense to me is that i have to stop drawing and do other jobs but thats all what I've put my life into. I just got better stomach wise but shoulder blade just never healed properly and now my kneecaps is busting. ☠️ I might have to find other jobs soon orz

i thuoght i was getting better this morning but my ear began ringing non stop and i tried to eat something other than fruit and began retching up again...

im sorry their ego and masculinity is too thin that they get triggered over a fictional character ~allegedly~ or have the big possibility of being gay (or cant accept that shipping culture exists since the dawn of time and its just anime culture)...

Smoochies omg

January 7th Daily Soren

Ikesoren forehead kisses thank you ikesoren height difference for being perfect brand smoochy height😘and for the tellius bgs because im lazy lol

[ #FireEmblem #SorenLover #SorenEveryday #feh #FEHeroes #soren #tellius #fe9 #fe10 #ikesoren ]

Its just a case of intsys being an anti lgbtq that time and inconsistent development made by different people. TrueCanon doesnt exist in this type of game, the canon of him is different than the one in por and rd. Its not that deep those people are reaching. Same like engage or feh. Its not canon.

i just want to be healthy. i promise im doing so much to improve my health but its just. ...

its not that i dont want to draw , physically its just impossible. i cant even eat without retching and ive lost significant weight (the silver lining), like 1kg a day becaus enothing goes down my throat but i did manage to eat a sandwhich today... and some ginger tea.