These are STARTING prices. Everything depends on how complex your character is. (And how much hair I have to draw) It's double $ for another character. Please have some form of image reference for me. Let me know if you're interested and I'll send you a DM (Mine are turned off) pls share 🩷
and that doesn't mean that you can't function with it or you can't have a relatively normal life, but i'm just so over struggling with a disability all the time and i can't talk about it because that's not what autism is on the internet you fucking freak; autism just makes you quirky and fun
when you can excel only in a narrow, controlled environment, and you spend your whole life being impeded in every situation by barriers you can't surmount, and everyday tasks cause you suffering, that's autism. it is a disability. you should be disabled in some way if you have it
and the thing is, most people focus on the social aspect, because most of us feel awkward at some point in time. but on the other hand, most people also don't need special classes in middle school because they're emotionally crippled by the constant change in routine
the worst part is i have the autism that makes me struggle with auditory processing and social interaction, but i also am good at reading facial expressions and body language. that is a nightmare combination, because you know when people don't like you, but you can't fix it
maybe it's worse because i'm a girl, but my symptoms as a kid weren't even vague or masked; my family, teachers, and peers were just so intolerant to my idiosyncracies that i was quite literally bullied throughout my entire life to conform to rules that no one ever explained to me
i get tired of the internet treating autism like it turns you into some whimsical manic pixie dream girl or that it just makes you a bit awkward, when in reality every single day is a burden and people still treat you like a freak if you exhibit any of the actual symptoms of autism
we were specifically ponyta btw 🍀 #pokemon
guy who has 1 grey hair:
oh, yeah, i always do restore previous session! it's just annoying that it closes in general
you should spin it into yarn and knit into something, like a tiny fabricated idol of yourself
#nimagery
Just found out it's super easy to make repeat patterns in CSP...(pls look it up yourself. I have very limited energy)
do you have a switch 2? for some inane reason they decided to make it a console exclusive
この中、すべてが一番好きなわけじゃないですけど、どれも深く印象に残ってます。
ppl who still commission their favourite artists even in this era where everyone is broke and genAI is being pushed on us at every opportunity—you are appreciated more than words can express!!!
プレイしたことがないアラジン以外、これらは全部私も好きです！ブレスオブファイアは特に大好きです。
the number of slices of bread on this plate makes me think that the intended delivery system for this meal is in sandwich form
figure sketch
1: Star dappled centaur
#monstermarch
just start with "take on me," then everything after that is uphill
it's so incredible to me that it is literally worse to use technology now than it was in the 90s. i got a switch 2 and have mostly physical copies of games, but i have a few virtual game cards and it's like being cross-examined by the cops just so i can access MY GAMES that IT KNOWS I PAID FOR
i don't expect or hope anyone to read all of this; in fact i hope they don't, except if to remember to protect themselves from people who may seem kind on the outside. a part of me hopes that if i just finally talk about it, it will not burden me so much anymore
frankly i have had to recognize that this person is a predator and i worry a lot about the people in their orbit, because they are not a small vtuber. the only thing that gives me solace is that i think they would not risk doing the same thing to a popular account
but of course i never got them to see me as a real person. i think part of the reason they felt safe to target me too was because i was on my side account with only a few hundred followers; i don't think they knew i had a bigger account that i was on hiatus from.
an aspect of my social issues that i still struggle with is that i also constantly give people extra chances. as a kid i always fell for it when my bullies were nice to me because i thought they had changed. so i thought if i just did this or said that, they'd understand and change
i also don't have the support system a lot of "normal" people have and so when i am upset i just suffer with it quietly, and i am reminded of the raw feeling of being good enough to sexualize but not enough to humanize. this person flatly does not, cannot, see me as a human being
this person did not stop until i blocked them. i think what i struggle with the most is that i have been consistently depersoned because of my condition, and that is what they did to me. if i was having a difficult time, they ignored it, but at every other opportunity they sexualized me
i know i probably appear relatively normal but i had major social delays as a kid and had to be put in special classes. like a lot of women, i was sexualized a lot both growing and as an adult without my permission and it is a source of trauma for me; i still do not understand how to navigate it
