Dani 🌸

Welcome to the closest to accurate to life you will ever get out of me drawing her lol

Fuck it, time to draw a bunny girl I guess lol

On one hand, I'm in a much better place than I have been in for a long time. On the other, I am no longer an understimulated creature looking for even the smallest taste of neurotransmitters and enrichment so I am not as good at being an artist anymore 🥴

As bad as it probably is to say, I'm almost a little sad my current job doesn't make me as horribly mentally ill as my old ones did lol I miss having motivation to actually draw things since it is stress relief for me.

My anxiety when I have to report to easier doctors: let's just die

My anxiety when I have to report to one of the most high strung and stressed out people in the department: no problem

HEY BRAIN WHY LMAO

For context: I work a lot with foot/ankle surgery, pediatric ortho and sports medicine and have hours in podiatry. So lots of stuff where I have to see feet.

You know, you'd think someone who has to look at feet so much for work would make for someone who could draw them 🫩 apparently not.

And of course it's sports med cause it was initially diagnosed from a sports injury. But yeah can't wait for that discussion during lunch that day lol

Guess who gets to see one of the providers she works for on a day she works for him cause her knees got so bad it interferes with sleep and function 🥴 15 years of chronic knee pain is a bitch lol

Mix of personal experience and working in orthopedics. Different pain meds work better for joints for different people, but yeah. If you're having a hard time with naproxen or ibuprofen, acetaminophen is an option. There's also Diclofenac but idk how easy it is to get as a pill instead of gel.

Work doodle, cause we don't have another patient til like 4 and I need to keep myself occupied for a little bit 🥲

I am not mentally ready for work today '-_- I need more sleep man

Shuukura (the ln is at almost 400 chapters)
Watanare
Citrus/+
Gushing over Magical Girls
Whisper Me a Love Song
MagiRevo
I Want to Love You Til Your Dying Day
Otherside Picnic
Dear Flowers That Bloom in Days of Yore
This Monster Wants to Eat Me
Destroy It All and Love Me in Hell

Just a few lol

Congrats Bluesky, you made me actually probably go back to using twt for more than just hoarding cool posts in my likes and bookmarks lol

Welp guess any Gushing Over Magical Girls art/any other NSFW fanart I actually post will be exclusive to twt cause yeah fuck the tos changes here lol I don't draw NSFW often anymore but still, but I'm not getting sniped off a site that wants to be on Puritan bullshit.

It is, in fact, absolutely /nowhere near/ done lol in fact, it's at like 20% at best 😅 even the actual drawing portion for one of the halves is still not done due to the complexity of the file work lol

I have no idea when I will even have anything in a remotely finished state to show for it, but I've been chipping away at it for the last few months when I haven't been at work. I have a lil bit of time unemployed again, hopefully not long, but I'm trying to make the most of the free time lol

Little preview of a part of that massive project I'm doing 🪶

I guess you could call her an OC or sona? More info will come on here eventually when I get stuff at a postable point for twitter lol

Man things are really looking up for me this year! I got an interview with my top specialty pick this month and potentially more as backups 😭 really huge difference from the frankly really low point I was at, it's crazy

How long you think I can hide that I want to gouge out my organs cause my pain is at a solid 9 and I feel like my worthless reproductive organs are going to explode while working for a doctor🥲

I may have franchise fanart here and there, but I'm letting myself focus on my personal projects I've put on hold for a few years for the time being, including this large one my friend and I had placed on the backburner for several years and are just now able to do.

If you want to follow along my personal project, I will be unlocking my twt soon and sharing updates on there since it's very separate from anything I've done on here. I'll post more about that when I do.

I'm (not really ope) sorry for the lack of fanart from me. I'm in the process of working on a large personal project, as well as working 40 hours a week 🥴 I'm also frankly very burned out from fan works in general right now, having done it almost exclusively for years 😶‍🌫️

Like I'm so proud of myself! I had so many reservations about doing this from poor experiences in the past with both education and working in a medical field. But I got through it, and not only did I actually finish, I did okay. I can't even describe how big this is for me.

I'm officially done with the class portion of my program! Been a long and kind of tiring half a year, but I did it 😭👌

I was so anxious about having to go back to school, especially in an accelerated program but I actually did it while landing a good externship!

It's not horrible persay, not like the embroidery software, I think I am just very impatient about clicking on shit for hours trying to finagle my way through menus. But boy is it testing my patience lol

Every now and again I discover a new least favorite computer program. Today I found another one 🙃

I don't have any post worthy art, I'm working on a rather large project ATM that is taking all of the time I allocate to drawing, but I am enjoying working on it so that's all that matters 👌

Life update!

I got placed for my work hours with the hospital system I wanted, so that's good! Once all of the pre-employment stuff is done I'll start my hours for that. It'll be nice to have the time I have away from working actually be mine again, even if it isn't as much.

anyone who got on social media after 2014 or so is under the mistaken impression that the primary goal of social media is for it to Accomplish Something while those of us who have been on since the start know the true purpose of social media is to give us a place to Post so we don't go (more) insane