🌙Serenity✨

i’m going to collapse in a drift and let the elements take me

just brushed like two feet of snow off my car and in perfect sitcom timing a gust of wind blew the snow off the tree i’m parked under and buried it again

i don’t know if there’s a scale for adjectives my weather app uses but i’m trying to remember if i’ve ever seen it use “extraordinary” or “historic” to describe the threat level before now

in the middle of moving and getting weather notification that just says “biblical weather event imminent prepare for death” and slow blinking like a cartoon character

nothing but respect for our country’s first gold medal winning madoka fan

i’ve never played old school runescape but if a stranger told me that’s the vibe i give off i’d be like “yeah that makes sense”

thank you!!

It’s my birthday and I’m still snowed in so everybody has to be nice to me and no one can call me old until the snow melts 😭

honestly? not enough hockey

springtrap with a giant ass in the shower with text that says “everyone is so mean 2 me” and a broken heart emoji

donkey kong double cheeked up sitting on a pier looking pensive

friend talked me into watching heated rivalry

damn 🥲

i’ve been at work so i’m not up to date on what’s happening but someone has to tell me if we’re entering the cool zone

while i’m almost positive this isn’t going to be handled well, i have been going through a particularly difficult time lately and this does feel like a life raft i’m going to cling to

i’ve spent the past couple weeks since my roommate decided to break lease trying to find a new place that will take me, researching how to live out of a car in the middle of the winter, and what i would say if that doesn’t pan out.

tonight i looked at cookbooks. it’s important to have dreams.

i like how the audio gets a little more scuffed with each element that loads in

i don’t have the time or money to get involved with lorwyn but that henson company trailer did make me second guess myself

ryan murphy’s the substance sounds like a jackbox response to cursed pitches not a real thing people with money greenlit

i was playing commander yesterday for the first time and won by summoning 20 moogles in one turn and i finally get it now

Credit to @Fayevixiv

Best TikTok thing going is the two dudes trying food from every country without leaving NYC. If you haven’t seen them yet, it’s incredible. My favorite so far is last week’s. Legit got me emotional.

i just don’t have the words anymore but if there’s any justice left in this world these sick fucks are going to face the consequences of their actions one day

Psalm 151 by Ezra Furman has been a big one for me. There’s a real rawness and guarded vulnerability there that always resonated with my transition especially in the early stages. “It’s too soon for you to see me with my wings spread” is a line I think about near constantly

pick any medium you want and somewhere out in the world right now there is a piece of art in that medium that would fundamentally change how you view the medium, art as a whole, and yourself

& you could spend the entire rest of your life solely devoted to that medium and by chance still not find it

maybe my biggest problem with dork ass ai guys who want a computer to pick the bones of real artists works so they can mash action figures together is that these kinds of people have not experienced enough art to even know what they haven’t experienced

i keep finding various art that makes me think “if i found this a decade ago it would’ve changed my life”

and it’s not that i regret the trajectory of my life but the knowledge that those existed 10 years ago and the equivalent exists today and i don’t have time to find them does haunt me a little

as i’ve gotten older i think i’ve avoided a lot of the pitfalls that (especially trans) people fall into about experiences they never had

lately though the thought thats been taking over like an eldritch madness is an awareness that theres a breadth of art i simply don’t have the time to experience

it’s crazy how many ai ads are just “yeah we know ai is shit that’s ruining your workplace but let me tell you about our ai company to make your ai infested workplace better”

love is love is love ass monologue. i try to open the umbrella as best i can and if that meant something to you more power to you but ill eat a shoe if there was a queer person who’s been out for more than a year or two in that writing room

i’ve paused this like 15 times and every time i unpause it gets a little worse 😭 why do they have this boy doing gay spartacus

i get it probably true to some peoples experience but you need someone with lived queer experience to punch it up if you’re going to do a scene like this on a show this big. how am i supposed to take it seriously when you’ve got the whole cast together in a room doing “a very special episode” face