Fidget

I'm doing a thing

I've been realising just how few people I actually talk to recently

I've dropped contact with so many folks over the last 2 years for different reasons

I haven't been making the effort to get to know new people or form friendships. I genuinely don't know if I remember how to and that's scary

It's not the normal kind of thing I'd post about but I've been considering setting up some AD accounts

I haven't been able to enjoy the more adult side of the fandom for a while, but I want to. There's parts of me that I want to explore that I haven't been allowing myself too

The redesign is close enough to being done that I've already commissioned some new art based on it

We've got Fidget 2.0 baby!!!

"I don't know why"

Yes the fuck I did. Just refused to think about it

Took a week away, admitted to myself the impact this has had on me and I've decided that I need to change how I'm interacting with people, both online and in person

It will take time for me to heal from this but I can't let it keep holding me back

I need to be able to do stuff for me and enjoy it!

I am going to take a break from the fandom for while

I was the victim of sexual violence by another furry in 2023 and I never properly processed it

I feel like I need to distance myself for the moment

Most of you are fantastic people and I'm sorry that 1 person has ruined this for me

I don't know why my head is the way it is, and I don't like. I can't enjoy things like I should be able to. I feel like I'm constantly being punished for something

I hate having panic attacks. I don't know why I have them but I do. I was was having such a good day and it's just been ruined

Goal for February:

Finalise Fidgets new design and sort out a new ref sheet

It's long overdue

a cartoon cat with green eyes and a sad look on its face ALT: a cartoon cat with green eyes and a sad look on its face

I nearly cried during the new Zootopia movie. AHAHHHAAqaahaaaAAAAAAA

I've finally found it

LYNX BEER

That might actually be a good place to start cos I haven't changed his design much since I made him

Over the last few months I just haven't been vibing with or associating with Fidget as an OC and it's been killing me

I love this little bean but he hasn't been ME recently

I feel like I need to reignite the love but I don't know how. I can't see myself in another OC but Fidget just hasn't been me

I love going to the car breakers because you'll always find something interesting in the yolk you're pulling apart

🐎 🚗

dyed boi
comm for Xayo

A car full of people pulls up just to tell you you're cute for like 3 minutes straight

So it looks like I'm going to be without electricity for another week and a half

Older digital drawing of a lynx that is standing in the middle of the picture. It has a pleased expression and is holding one of the paws in the air. The big cat is made up of black, brown and white pieces and details. Behind the head there is a sun and in the background there are not only some stars but also big text that says LYNX LYNX. Next to the lynx and under it there are small and slender fir trees that are both black and white. The background color goes from purple to red, blue and green and gives the impression of a sunset. There are some plant details under the animal that are black, yellow and red branches with pink leaf details between them.

LYNX LYNX

#art ✧ #lynx ✧ #forest

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Wasn't expecting a classmate to turn up wearing a Furality Umbra t-shirt today

Somehow I always find myself surrounded by other furries

I set up this account months ago but never touched it

Seeing as there's a lot of people migrating over here rn, I think it's probably time to start using it