Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️

I am going to take a shower.

So there.

I totally missed a milestone. Two days ago, on the 8th, was my 7-month HRT-versary.

...and I'm still stealth, living with Dad.

I'm running out of positivity, and wondering how long before the matter is forced.

I swear, Beastie there always looks like he's smiling because people off-camera are pulling the wires connected to his mouth. That is not a natural smile.

So I stopped. Not because I didn't want company, but because A) I kept getting requests from the wrong type of company, and B) I had nothing to offer if I did get the right type of company.
-_-

I always felt bad when I made a dating profile anyway, because... what was I going to do if I met someone that I actually clicked with? What the heck was my next move going to be? I couldn't take them home. I could barely fit myself into my bedroom. Also I look like a trash fire.

My ideal form of dating involves snuggling on the couch and watching stuff together. I love just cuddling and talking, doesn't have to get any further than that.

I also specified that I wasn't into guys.

Guess what sort of responses that I got anyway? x_x

Once again

The Trans Olympics.

So now we're at war with Iran.

Or are we just "participating" in Israel's strikes and that makes us accessories to war?

I'm so tired of death. Anyone's death. Everyone's death. All the meaningless, useless death I've seen, read about, heard about, all during my lifetime.

Not much else I can say.

Thankyouuuu! :3

Kurika_78 - Twitch Dead Island 2, Electric Boogaloo.

I still ain'tn't dead.
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Kurika_78 - Twitch Dispatch! Because someone has to send the superheroes somewhere sometime for something, right?

Superheroes, moral dilemmas, possibly me messing up QTEs and missions, Dispatch has all these things and more as we see how many chapters I can get through in four hours tonight.
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Kurika_78 - Twitch Dead Island 2, which is not on an island, isn't fully dead, and may not even be 2.

Time for some Dead Island 2, a game I don't usually stream on a day I don't usually stream. Why? Why not?
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Kurika_78 - Twitch Baldur's Gate 3: For when you want to play the same parts of the game over and over again.

Doing some Baldur's Gate-ing. Of the third kind. With a smegload of mods! ^_^
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Kurika_78 - Twitch Hearts of Iron IV, with Equestria At War mod and some cheats! ...look, it's been a long day.

Hearts of Iron IV. Now with 200% more pony.
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The heck with migraine after-effects, I'm gonna stream SOMETHING tonight. It'll just be weird.

I know I'm often called "the only real victim of heterophobia" but honestly, the kinds of insults and mockery I got were for looking or acting effeminate/GNC, wearing a bow, not how a man SHOULD look/act. ie looking/acting too womanly or gay

and we already have words for that kind of judgement

May not stream tonight; I'm sweating and shaking like a leaf. My head is trying to fight back against the migraine meds and that's not a good thing. Will try a nap. Dunno what will happen as far as dinner at this rate.

I am happy to announce that after almost 6 months of pill (and now patch) Estradiol administration assissted by Spiro, my E has gone from 17.3 to 64 (Endo says if it's still lagging at my next visit she's increasing the patch dose), and my T has plummeted from 271 to 20! Woo!

And stuff. XD

Kurika_78 - Twitch Destiny 2! More shooty, more looty. Now with extension!

This is an announcement. It is only an announcement. If it was more than that, there would be interesting things here.
www.twitch.tv/kurika_78

it has never been more clear that Trump's "I could shoot someone on fifth avenue and lose no votes" statement is true, at least when it comes to congressional support

apparently it also applies to "invade greenland" and I don't really know where we go from there

"Nobody sane now thinks the answer to abuses at Dachau was to give the guards more training."

If you can go through a game and not level up from 1 and still have the same combat experience as you would if you were level 20, something is very very wrong.

Go back to having certain levels of enemies in certain zones again. Stuff like that.

These days, no matter how strong you get, no matter what equipment you find, no matter how much time you spend, you're still weaker. You might as well not even wear armor, they're going to hit you the same anyway. Might as well use the same weapon, it won't make a difference.

Who were the demented people who came up with the idea of content levelling up with the player? Of difficulty adjusting itself so that it was always ahead of you?

The entire point of levelling up, of grinding, of getting new equipment, was so that you could be STRONGER than the content.

Screw this body and its constant pain issues. I'm asking for a refund.

Tonight's stream of Dead Rising 4 is unfortunately canceled because of migraine issues. I'm doing a bit better, but I think clamping headphones on my head would make everything go really bad really quickly. 🙁

Twitch Twitch is the world

Time to get all Destiny 2 up in this place! Doing an early stream today... because I wanna. :3

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Texas A&M is banning Plato, citing his “gender ideology.” Today, Texas A&M resumes classes for the spring semester—but a number of canonized texts will not be welcomed back to school. The public research university has lately been caught in the crossf…

Things just keep getting more and more stupid. The headline sounds bad, but the article is worse than you think.

lithub.com/texas-am-is-...

I am so sorry; postponing the Dispatch stream until tomorrow (Tuesday). After cooking dinner and cleaning up the kitchen and doing laundry I am in way more pain than I thought I would be and I'm not going to be very good company for a bit. And I don't want to do a short stream of such a good game.