gothfield

mmm teeth

the stress is trapped in my shoulders and i need to be ran over by a steamroller

thinking about this tree i will likely never see again in my life

ty!! my other cat is named terpene >:)

fit check w butane

you might be thinking "if it hurts then why do it? is it even necessary?" yes, motherfucker, i have to relive it over and over and over again until it doesnt hurt anymore. the only way out is through. and my other drawings need context. shut up

a chain! yippee!

Prns: He/they
Height: 5'5
Shoe size: oof... 5 in mens 7.5 in womens
Zodiac: aries >:)
Tattoos: 2 real ones and like 4 dumb stick n pokes i did myself
Piercings: 8
Fav Drink: lipton green tea + citrus OR fruit punch rockstar

its gotten to the point where i finally dont cry /every/ time i think about it.... just sometimes i cry . cant help it. i think the hollow feeling in my chest is going to stick forever.

if i make it through december without crashing out again i deserve a medal btw.

fuck you i hate you but i still care about you and i wish i didnt. i didnt deserve what you did to me and i will never understand why it had to happen to me. or why i had to go through it alone even when i finally found the courage to ask for help.

i havent seen this person in months and i cant believe i still remember his face well enough to do this. i wish i didnt. i also wish i didnt care about what he would think if he knew i was doing this, bc i know he wouldnt like it. doesnt matter. i didnt like how he treated me, so games game.

wip: i just spent 8 hours trying to draw from memory. no references. and i dont think i will ever be able to bring myself to post this full image. its too weird. this shit is so hard emotionally and physically.

held my friends at gu n point to take a photo with me because they keep me sane

blue sky

i have done this many times and i never regret it

i do not want to get up i got the kingsize bed all to myself

thrifting mostly but its hit or miss on if i find something stylish AND good quality

yay-pilling and tee-heemaxing my way out of depression, :3 moding until im a smilecel, i will yippee again

awake

hi

what if i make you worse . are you prepared for that

How did you pick your username?

twink mommy

so ... i love and admire butches who embody being a total daddy ... im kinda like the inverse of that. basically im a twink until my clothes are off

lord please send me another bisexual with a mustache i think im ready for heartbreak again

Am I the only one who doesn't play Valorant and League...

FUUUUCK we cant have SHIT as artists can we

the way i would slam a mini lowes bucket margarita ... need

osrs baron pet as a pumpkin, with pumpkin seeds for the teeth and vine arms

the little JACK-O-BARON from the stream last night :) ty everyone who stopped by this was fun