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Me: why do I have identity issues
Also me: goes by 8374388 different names for all my different kins or simply because I like them

You deserved a better child than the empty husk you've ended up with

Just let me go

The worst part about being suicidal is when people around you care enough to suffer if you were to die, but not enough to be there for you when you're struggling to stay alive (or don't know how to be there for you)

tw sui

There's so much I want to vent about but I can barely think

Today was a literal nightmare ugh

I may have reached my limit

When did you even get here

My cat took a sudden loud breath and scared the shit out of me

It's not my fault this time I got distracted I swear

What do you mean I have to be up in 3 hours. Whoops

But I'm too selfish for that

I would give my life to be held and comforted and cherished by someone special. Not necessarily romantic, just special

Plus being aroace doesn't help

This is gonna sound edgy as hell but I don't think I can ever be part of a healthy relationship despite how much I need to feel that kind of connection with someone, I suck at this kind of thing

Someone who can enjoy it and treat it right. I'm not treating it right. I probably never will

Such a waste of a life. I wish I could give it to someone who needs it more than I do

oh. 6pm already. the day's almost over. wasting my life in bed. why is time a thing

Aether stop whining about the same thing over and over again and just go to sleep idiot

Will I ever go to sleep at a reasonable hour? Probably not

Thank you!! :))

Might be due to stress or smth

I may be getting sick.. bleh

I feel nauseous as hell

I thimk I'm dying fr <-- has a stomachache

What the fuck was that

Uhhhhhhh

Why can't I ever be ok. this isn't funny anymore