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@chaosimp

artist, model, entertainer, rat bike life ✏️🏍️πŸ₯ŠπŸ’ƒπŸ» - ve/ver https://allmylinks.com/dreamscapeimp

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What Was Lost: A Queer Accounting of the NY Times Book Review, 2013-2022 β€œGoodbye, Pamela Paul,” was the headline of Andrea Long Chu’s now-iconic, recently ASME-nominated New York Magazine farewell to the former NY Times Book Review editor, when Paul left the paper two …

*taps internet microphone*

After months of work, a project i've been coordinating for @literaryhub.bsky.social in conjunction with @maris.bsky.social is now live ...

We've commissioned 13 reviews of books by LGBTQ folks not covered by the NYTBR under Pamela Paul ...

lithub.com/what-was-los...

12.03.2026 11:22 πŸ‘ 734 πŸ” 355 πŸ’¬ 10 πŸ“Œ 43

it's impossible to overstate how much the presence of cops escalates a situation in which someone is confused and scared. most of these people didn't pick up a weapon until police entered their home and threatened them. often family members tried to shield them. they were usually dead in under 2 min

09.03.2026 17:43 πŸ‘ 249 πŸ” 58 πŸ’¬ 7 πŸ“Œ 1
a motorcycle loaded w gear in the rain

a motorcycle loaded w gear in the rain

motorcycle boots w trashbags inside them

motorcycle boots w trashbags inside them

me standing on wrestling mats

me standing on wrestling mats

just got back from a queer bjj tournament. the ride up in the rain was rough (i ended up resorting to trashbags in my boots πŸ’€) but the comp was great! (even tho i lost all my matches lol πŸ˜…) lots of talented competitors πŸ€Όβ€β™€οΈ

09.03.2026 18:45 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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based off a dream i had ... love those moments when i have to peal out some negative self image that i picked up from my internalized gender norms πŸ€ͺ /s

fun working w a lotta media on this one: #watercolor #ballpointpenart #highlighterart #comix #transart

28.02.2026 00:30 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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I’m transgender, I live in Kansas, if you want to help rn donate to either the ACLU of Kansas or the ACE foundation in Wichita - the ACE foundation especially is the organization that will help people with money for groceries, rent, etc. More orgs also included in attached img

acefoundationict.org

26.02.2026 17:05 πŸ‘ 4864 πŸ” 4736 πŸ’¬ 33 πŸ“Œ 62

ehehe *sweats in currently navigating the 6th back and forth of my nb transition*

23.02.2026 10:31 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

When creators tell you "if you don't like it, make it yourself" it's because that's exactly why we made our own thing in the first place

22.02.2026 04:16 πŸ‘ 1100 πŸ” 238 πŸ’¬ 9 πŸ“Œ 2
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sometimes being strong and trans is enuf to feel like another species

#comix #art #transartist

21.02.2026 19:46 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I guess another way to put it is; if you've ever had a slimmer of thought that "if I was only a little worse off, they'd care/take me seriously/give me the support or accommodations i need"

please dispel any spark of that thought. it's as much a fantasy as me thinking the street lights are demons

20.02.2026 01:42 πŸ‘ 168 πŸ” 30 πŸ’¬ 6 πŸ“Œ 1
a sketchbook page with sketches of various monsters

a sketchbook page with sketches of various monsters

monster doodling time

19.02.2026 09:52 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a single page comic: the first panel shows a gnarled hand shaking a rattling cup, the second panel shows the cup tossed out, scattering bones and other bits across the table. the third panel shows a mangled sooth sayer gazing at the bits on the table and saying "I see... pain... anguish and suffering... in fact, i see torment and misery." the final panel shows an imp lounging casually across from the sooth sayer saying "Well sure, that's all been true since my transition. What happens around all of that, y'know?"

a single page comic: the first panel shows a gnarled hand shaking a rattling cup, the second panel shows the cup tossed out, scattering bones and other bits across the table. the third panel shows a mangled sooth sayer gazing at the bits on the table and saying "I see... pain... anguish and suffering... in fact, i see torment and misery." the final panel shows an imp lounging casually across from the sooth sayer saying "Well sure, that's all been true since my transition. What happens around all of that, y'know?"

some things abt being trans kinda suck (other things r great tho)

#comics #illustration #transartist

18.02.2026 02:05 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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I've been annoying my friends nonstop with my pre vs 5 months πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ pics buuut I don't want my irl face on social media so I thought why not do this for a warmup hehe : >

#trans #transart #corrosart #me

15.02.2026 13:07 πŸ‘ 128 πŸ” 23 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 0
sketch of the lovers card, done in pen and charcoal with sapphic vibes

sketch of the lovers card, done in pen and charcoal with sapphic vibes

lil sketch of the lovers card, done in pen and charcoal with sapphic vibes

#sapphic #tarot #illustration #sketch

16.02.2026 00:47 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I need folks to understand this. The idea that local police forces will intervene at scale against ICE is a utopian fantasy totally disconnected from how policing has always worked

13.02.2026 17:12 πŸ‘ 2381 πŸ” 901 πŸ’¬ 29 πŸ“Œ 23

this is a huge part of the reason i go through the mountains of labor to track everything i watch every year

you would not BELIEVE how common this is, and if we don’t talk about it and get cis people to realize what they’re implicitly making fun of, nothing will ever get better

it. matters.

12.02.2026 19:06 πŸ‘ 58 πŸ” 20 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

did that thing where i realized i had followed a bunch of follow lists blindly and now had a feed full of stuff i wasnt looking for so ... cleaned out the following list. if i unfollowed anyone, im sry it was an accident πŸ˜…

14.02.2026 07:32 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
sketchbook page in marker. three sections depict a person with an umbrella, a person making a rude face, and a person sleeping

sketchbook page in marker. three sections depict a person with an umbrella, a person making a rude face, and a person sleeping

sketchbook page: was fun to take some time to actually play with markers. its an interesting media, super time consuming and relaxing

#sketchbook #illustration #sketch

14.02.2026 01:06 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

thx!

11.02.2026 22:11 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a photo of me with redish-pink hair

a photo of me with redish-pink hair

a photo of me with redish-pink hair

a photo of me with redish-pink hair

a photo of me with redish-pink hair and a leather jacket

a photo of me with redish-pink hair and a leather jacket

wild of me to admit this but this is only the second time ive dyed my hair πŸ˜…

it was fun tho!

11.02.2026 20:13 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
a page from a sketchbook with a drawing of a person making a lewd gesture, a person with an umbrella and a person taking a nap

a page from a sketchbook with a drawing of a person making a lewd gesture, a person with an umbrella and a person taking a nap

sketchbook wip

#sketchbook

07.02.2026 07:13 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
i photo of a pincushion and a pinned sewing project with butterfly pins

i photo of a pincushion and a pinned sewing project with butterfly pins

i have the actual best sewing pins. sorry-not-sorry

06.02.2026 00:25 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
photo of a bunch of stickers

photo of a bunch of stickers

photo of a sticker that says "de-ICE-er keep our streets safe" and another sticker that says "fuck ice"

photo of a sticker that says "de-ICE-er keep our streets safe" and another sticker that says "fuck ice"

photo of a sticker design with a raven and  the word remember, another sticker that says goblins bite back in nonbinary colors, and a sticker of a ghost smoking a cigarette

photo of a sticker design with a raven and the word remember, another sticker that says goblins bite back in nonbinary colors, and a sticker of a ghost smoking a cigarette

finally finished doing a test run of stickers. my color cartridge was brawling w my printer so i havent got many yet but... working on that *looping progress bar*

the anti-ice and goblins designs r available to print in my links.

#stickers #illustration #iceout #goblincore #goblin

30.01.2026 04:20 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

*i still dont understand that but i wanted to, and so i painted it...

20.01.2026 01:43 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

*the original story of the painting was that i saw what looked like a father with a child sleeping in his lap on the bus. this filled me with terror for the child but over the half hour or so they were on the bus with me, i realized that the child appeared to feel safe and sheltered there.

20.01.2026 01:43 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

these days, ive been feeling more and more the need to use my voice again. so i am saying this in an attemt to untie my knots, reclaim my voice and find a way to use it going forward.

funny how its always the little things that break me...

20.01.2026 01:43 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

i had so deeply internalized the belief that as a daughter, i could not contradict the patriarch of my family without shaming all of my siblings. i think i made a plea to death of the artist and then didnt publish art again in any way for years.

20.01.2026 01:43 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
illustration of a person with music flowing from their mouth while being choked by a figure above them

illustration of a person with music flowing from their mouth while being choked by a figure above them

in 2017, i posted a painting on my ig and my father made a comment on it, stating his interpretation of the piece. i remember feeling helpless, like my voice had been slapped out of my own mouth. i had so deeply internalized the belief that as a daughter, i could not contradict the patriarch of my family without shaming all of my siblings. i think i made a plea to death of the artist and then didnt publish art again in any way for years.

these days, ive been feeling more and more the need to use my voice again. so i am saying this in an attemt to untie my knots, reclaim my voice and find a way to use it going forward.

funny how its always the little things that break me...

in 2017, i posted a painting on my ig and my father made a comment on it, stating his interpretation of the piece. i remember feeling helpless, like my voice had been slapped out of my own mouth. i had so deeply internalized the belief that as a daughter, i could not contradict the patriarch of my family without shaming all of my siblings. i think i made a plea to death of the artist and then didnt publish art again in any way for years. these days, ive been feeling more and more the need to use my voice again. so i am saying this in an attemt to untie my knots, reclaim my voice and find a way to use it going forward. funny how its always the little things that break me...

oil painting of a small person sleeping in a mans lap on the bus

oil painting of a small person sleeping in a mans lap on the bus

in 2017, i posted a painting on my ig and my father made a comment on it, stating his interpretation of the piece. i remember feeling helpless, like my voice had been slapped out of my own mouth...

#art #healing #myart #illustration #patriarchy

20.01.2026 01:43 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

lol πŸ˜…

17.01.2026 05:58 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

thx! 😁

17.01.2026 00:49 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a diy looking modified motorcycle with a red tail light zip tied to a riveted rear rack

a diy looking modified motorcycle with a red tail light zip tied to a riveted rear rack

heating a flattened red plastic cup with a blowtorch

heating a flattened red plastic cup with a blowtorch

heating a red plastic cup with a blowtorch while holding it with pliers

heating a red plastic cup with a blowtorch while holding it with pliers

i wanted an extra tail light for the gray portland winters and of course opted for the ratbike solution. some shenanigans may have been involved...

#ratbike #bikelife #motorcycle #custombike #moto #motolife

16.01.2026 23:38 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0