moving on. i tried to reach out to so many of you.
adds on discord. messages on SL. tg. everywhere.
silence.
take care everyone. thank you for letting me be around. I got better. medications. hobbies. the works.
ive been left completely alone to deal with everything.
rip mema.
ive been reaching out nonstop since my grandfather passed.
i wish i could hear from anyone. ive been getting help. ive been trying to make new friends. got a lot of new hobbies to pass the time but i feel so dreadfully alone.
i dont have anyone to talk to offline anymore. all gone.
my contact info is here already. i cannot be on this site for too long. social media is really not good for me.
i know i fucked up. a lot of things happened that i feeel terrible for. id do anything to hear from anyone. im sorry.
ive been reaching out nonstop since my grandfather passed.
i wish i could hear from anyone. ive been getting help. ive been trying to make new friends. got a lot of new hobbies to pass the time but i feel so dreadfully alone.
i dont have anyone to talk to offline anymore. all gone.
Social media is gonna be a no-no for a long time but I just wanted to keep anyone in the loop about things if they wanted to know without having direct contact. It was not healthy for me at all.
Take care for now. Anyone is welcome to reach out on the contact info I posted.
Adding info. Since everything happened. I got proper professional help. BPD was diagnosed. I have quite a few more medications now. Therapy weekly.
I go by Megabyte now. Still me. Just a bit more private.
Contact info:
Discord - Victorvillefilmarchive
Steam - 32741615
SL is same as always.
Merry Christmas.
Update on me. No longer using this name. No longer using social media.
My grandfather passed after his long bout with cancer November 14th, 2025. I have reached out to many people. Not many response.
Social media is still banned. I have not logged in since my last.
Logginout, mb
Opened the thread. I will not be looking back here for a month.
That's a promise. I'm gonna go play some PS2 now.
For prosperity and for me to look back at myself in shame in the future. Nothing will be deleted. I will live with this on my back.
I am going to take a month to myself. I have called my therapist about getting tested for BPD and a few other things my mother succumbed to.
Please take care everyone.
i do not want to become like my mother.
i understand.
please do not throw jackie under the bus. please. she just wanted to help. she offered a few times and i declined it. i wanted it to happen naturally. at wits end i said to her to give it a try.
please dont take things out on her.
I see we have reached harassment levels now.
I'm leaving. Making a new account. Y'all did exactly what I thought you would did.
Several people have read over this and think i have been treated incredibly shitty.
Whoever thinks this treatment is okay is fucked in the head. Goodbye :)
Now its becoming straight harassment. Goodbye Tai
I mean. It turned out y'all were wrong so?
How's it feel to be wrong for once. (or again)
Yeah. Because I left SL for 2 weeks. I cleaned out my entire friends list. I kept people on discord.
Dunno what else to say. I was always there on discord.
The people liking/reposting this gonna feel really silly in a moment.
No I did not?
"You blocked me!"
bsky.app/profile/nots...
When? Where? I don't see your name on there.
Maybe if people stopped ganging up on me, this wouldn't happen.
This entire situation is fucked and I am glad y'all are defending someone whos lying about what I have done.
Love ya <3
Oh wait. I did get this same treatment. Shit. Fuck.
I'm glad people can defend someone who lied about something that ended up harming me immeasurably.
And yet I have to apologize. No. No fucking way. If I was treated this way by someone who had something similar and everyone ignored it. You get the same treatment there too.
Since people are using my posts to yell at me instead of you know.
Talking it out. Everything is now locked. Congratulations.
You always had it out for me. Always did. Everyone at one point knew but was too afraid to say anything until I finally called your fucking bullshit out.
No. You do not get to speak upon this issue. No. You do not have valid input. No. You are not part of this.
You did this to yourself. Fuck off.
oh noooooooooo someone couldn't get their pompous shit in before i locked the thread oh nooooo.
did you really think you coming in here to try and get your two cents in would work asshole?
Now nobody can interact with this. Bye.
Like really. Fuck off. Really. Go away. Fuck you
I can list the shit you did to me nonstop. You want me to do that? You think you have any ground to stand on at all like this?
Fuck off sex pest. The shit I could tell people you did would get you in trouble in tons of places.
Fuck off sex pest. You did multiple things to me that everyone knows about. The cock blocking. The going after me and every VC for months. Blocking me from doing anything. Fuck off
I wanted to fix things. I wanted to go back to where everything was semi-normal. Movie nights. Game nights. I wanted all that back.
How I have been treated makes it seem like it's never going to happen. Ever. I accept that and I will depart from here.
And then I do not know what to tell you either.
This entire thing started because I supposedly did not reach out.
Yet I have multiple times. Over the course of 3 months.
Don't know what else to do there besides just going away forever.
