♡︎𝕯𝖆𝖓𝖎♡︎ //❌❌❌ 𝕸𝖎𝖘𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝕻𝖆𝖑𝖆𝖞𝖊 👑

Find the differences

I hope Mel is okay, sending all my love

The Internet Is both a scary and beautiful place, always try to get into a circle of mindful people and be safe. Remember to always be nice to each other 🤍

Nah u're probably right

(IM SO SORRY, I THOUGHT U WERE SERIOUS BEFORE 😭)

Well actually she could be fake since someone claimed shes faker than their ass

MELISSA'S ANSWERS ARE FRYING ME, SHE CAN'T BE REAL 😭😭😭😭

IM CRYING REALLY!!?! I SUCK AT UNDERSTAND SARCASM OMG 😭😭😭

IM CRYING, honey I'm sorry to break it to you but it's literally pinned on her Twitter account 😭😭😭

Some photos from my last vacation 🤍

u really didn't waste any time, did you? 😭😭😭

Now wait 254 days isn't so bad anymore, I literally can't wait to party with Miss O'Neil 😭

My sister will be back home for the whole weekend and idk why I have a bad feeling about this

Do u just look at ur kid and cry?

Yeah today was shit

This is the cutest thing in the world I'm dying 😭🥹😭🥹😭🥹

Omg y'all are so cute I'm crying 🥹

Will see you in Milan 🥹🤍

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ILL HAVE A SELFIE WITH MELISSA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

WHAT A GREAT DAY TO LIVE NEAR MILAN

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IM MEETING MELISSA CRYSTAL FUCKING O'NEIL

It feels like Christmas

I think I'll need to change my PFP to trollissa again

Some places I visited this year to wish Melissa the happiest birthday ❤️‍🩹

#natureformelissa

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happy birthday Melissa!!!
thank you for just being u: ur optimism, sweetness, words, intelligence,... they all changed my life, I'm a new person bc of u for the better. I hope u have an amazing year with more to come🤍
#birthdayloveformel

or even to see my father fight the tears in his eyes. I don't know anything and that scares the shit out of me

This memory is terrifying to me bc of all the "what if?"'s.
Now my sister is in a community and will stay there for at least 6 months. I don't know if she will come out from there better than before or if I have to prepare myself to hug my mother while she cries herself to sleep

She started screaming to my mom in the kitchen "please let me go to a Community, i can't do this anymore"
This is the moment I realized how strong she actually is, all the anger I felt for her for making my mother cry disappeared bc she wasn't doing it on purpose, she really couldn't do it anymore-

I be an asshole if I left mom?" And that phrase changed something inside of me. From that moment I was someone else. It breaks me how much she was (and still is) suffering. The only thing I did was getting out of the shower and hug her, she cried for a moment and then ran out of the bathroom-

Cause why didn't I do anything? What if she had already drank it? Why did I just start my shower without doing anything? Just WHY? to this day I still don't know and I feel so bad every single fuckin time I think about it. Fortunately she hadn't drank it but she wanted to when she asked me: "would-

There I saw my sister with a disinfectant open in front of her but she wasn't hurt, at least not on the outside. I knew about my sister's past attempts and how she was feeling but I didn't do anything, I didn't ask her about it or removed it but I KNEW deep down and I still beat myself down for it-