Samantha Silhouette VT ♀️💗

SOUVENIRS ☁️🌙

Being asexual and nonbinary is so cunt like I'm really nothing

Y'all TRUST even through everything I'm working on more art there will be future projects from me I'm not ever gonna just poof away into thin air matter of fact I wanna put my foot on the gas this summer

Girl you ate this 🤏🤏🤏

YES I LOVE ITTTT 🤏🤏🤏

Good luck on your recovery queen 💙

There will be a day in my life where I can rest, eat and function, where I don't cry every day. That day is not today, or tomorrow, but I'm not gonna live to see it if I don't continue healing.

Please help Rebeka.

They've been through enough.

They need help to pay BEFORE their bills are in arrears.

Imagine waiting for help for HOURS in a medical emergency.

Ffs, they deserve a fair chance against cancer.

+ for more context I was in university up until mid-2025, so imagine you just graduated and have gotten over the biggest academic stress of your lifetime just to be faced by your "best friend" telling you THIS to your face in complete seriousness.

Also, judging by her other behavior, if I **DID** tell her that I think that's fucked up to make fun of my voice she's never even heard I was pretty certain that she'd either just tell me that I make her "feel like crap" again or just gloss over it just to do it again 2 weeks later.

Mind you she self admitted that she'd never heard my voice before which makes ridiculing me over it even weirder. Also how are you gonna make me out to be some big boundary breaker when you don't even bother asking people EVER if your deeply personal "jokes" are okay with them?

If you're happy to paint me as a homophobic pervert I'm happy to share a clip of you making fun of a transgender woman's voice. (again, censoring and anonymizing a person who decided to put me on blast, but who cares about Sandrine's safety?)

"I wanna talk about the prospect of me possibly dying this year with a woman who's 26 years old and has already lost FIVE OF HER BEST FRIENDS WITHIN A DECADE, but I draw the line at talking about douching!!!!" maybe you're the weird one.

-to her or at least that's what I can assume since she's never actually answered me when I asked her that exact question.

-and honestly douching was just the first thing that I managed to think of. I wanted to say something that would make her not wanna talk to me because **I** did not ever wanna talk to her again, and it's also ironic that that's what she chose to share since it is the worst thing I've ever said-

So she knew very well that around the end of summer I started losing a LOT of sleep over things she had personally done to me but like shown, her only response was that that "made her feel like crap". This complete lack of empathy constituted to me just wanting to throw SOMETHING back at her-

-that prior to this interaction I had gotten maybe 10 hours of sleep in one week because I was experiencing nightmares, which I warned and let her know about in one of my extensive paragraphs (which she also never checked up on me with, as if she didn't care about me getting any sleep at all)

+ this was october 23rd well after entire handfuls of paragraphs I had sent to her and literally nothing I ever told this woman would get through to her and at this point her actions were affecting me to a point where I was losing sleep. October 23rd was a thursday and I vividly remember-

Also this. I'm personally not surprised that other black people don't wanna be in your vicinity if you're gonna be buddy-buddy with grown white women who say the n word IN your presence and you let them get away with it.

Also additional context for this, I feel like people should work on their internalized ableism before coming at me like I'm a murderer.

This is me closing this fucking chapter of my life and moving on. You should do the same. Matter of fact, I was in the process of moving on, but you just HAD to try and make me look like a fucking clown, how's that working out for you now? Don't ever speak another fucking word on me again. I'm done.

-to you and I NEVER will because I obviously am equipped with a level of maturity that you ALL lack. Work on that shit before you speak on me again, I am done with your infantile behavior and I never wanna hear from you again. Period. I never want to see you again, I never want to hear you again.

And like I said. LEAVE ME ALONE. I don't have anything to say to you or your community members other than that you need to leave me alone, how I digest what you've done to me is MY BUSINESS. You don't get to self insert into my world and try to make me look bad. I have done NOTHING of that caliber-

I did not WANT to do this, I did not PLAN to do this, this is a response to you thinking you have the right to try and punch down on me, that is disgusting behavior and you need to be ashamed of yourself. I was gonna keep it at subtweeting, I have, even now, NEVER spoken your name, so don't use mine

With that being said, I need you to leave me the fuck ALONE. I am done talking about you, I'm done thinking about you, you haunt my fucking nightmares, I wish I could forget ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL of this in a heartbeat because trust me I have tried and it is agony. Let me grieve in fucking peace.

"Hope no one is weird to me" I'm not the one pestering the person who has to go on new medication because of me, so maybe look in a fucking mirror and rethink what your definition of weird is.

-the surface through your ignorant, insensitive behaviors? I genuinely have no idea in the world how one can think that they're on the right side of history doing things like this. Mind you, you were JOYOUS to call me a 🚬 on your stream, so I don't know how I'm the evil one.

Going "XD" and pulling the "omg I'm a lesbian why would I wanna talk about this????" talking about the woman who you have ridiculed for the body of hers you have never seen or the voice of hers that you have never heard. The woman whose multitudes of traumatic experiences you have brought back to-

And don't even for a second try and complain about me posting this, because it was on you to leave me alone, you failed at that. Do not blame me on your cruelty, you are responsible for the fucked up actions that you take against people that are grieving and going through hardships.

then I can gladly continue dishing up testimonies of the way that you have treated me. You had the nerve to try and do this to me, directly after I was done with my album sanguine, which was literally about me digesting the death of FIVE people in my fucking life? Shame on you.