Malissa

They were so happy. Soren did much better this time around and koopa at this point is a seasoned flyer, practically a pilot.

Ahh hormones. Picked up my dog (Koopa) and cat(Soren) from the airport and had a big cry. I missed my babies a lot more than I was willing to admit.

Now I just Cat here to complete this new home <3

I cant express how amazing it was to see so many faces I haven't seen in years this weekend. Not only that but so many new faces as well.

Im beyond happy to be back home.

Great night at the con. Glad I snuck out to visit. Looking forward to another good visit tomorrow.

A nights rest always helps

My mother always knows how to make me feel terrible. I want to have a relationship with her, the trans thing is something she just wont budge on.

Didn't know you were a hockey fan. We should watch a game together sometime!

Happy #fursuitfriday. Here, let me get that for you..
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🐉 @malissa.bsky.social
📸 @azimuthastra.bsky.social

Thank you <3

I had a sad feeling but good night. With no spiraling!

I got in the habit of telling my partner when I get sad. An emotion that became more frequent on hrt. There's no underlying reason, it just is. The biggest issue is I can easily spiral. Telling her makes me feel more in control.

She's asleep in the UK right now so im telling all of you!

Essence of dog energy on the slopes🐶

📸: @azimuthastra.bsky.social

The coolest boarders have the coolest wipe outs

📸: @azimuthastra.bsky.social

#fursuitfriday #fursuit

No better way to board than in kigu

Happy Birthday!! Thats one heck of a great way to celebrate!!

Ummmmm Clifford, (my trucks name) you all right?

Had to do a big drive yesterday and I was super proud of how well @aanarki.deer.place buckled in my two co pilots to ensure maximum comfort and safety during our drive. The two of them practically slept the whole trip <3

I have always gravitated to the caretaker role but never found the full satisfaction I was looking for. I have finally discovered what its like to get back just as much as you put into a big/little relationship and its been such an experience.

FurPeaks shattered expectations this year. Awesome friends, and some of the best alpine terrain Canada has to offer.
Huge thanks to @dracco.dragons.place for organizing, and to all others for an unforgettable week!
📍: Sun Peaks, BC, CANADA
📸📂: flic.kr/s/aHBqjCJV4y
🐾: www.furtrack.com/user/Azimuth...

It's rare I can't fall asleep instantly, I want one more day here with everyone. I'm not ready for the goodbyes.

Seven days. One mountain. And a community that just clicked.

We spent the week sending it down the slopes and the evenings just being… us. Authentic. Safe.

As an organizer, I can build the framework, but the magic only happens when the people fill in the spaces.

Thank you for a hell of a week.

Designing a hooded cowl that'll fit snugly over my helmet for snowboarding. This is completely freehand with no pattern @.@

The cowl is perfect, hopefully the hood ends up as well.

I really enjoy board games for their ability to fill in the gaps while socializing. I like being social but often struggle to keep things going if the other(s) aren't dominant in the conversation. A means to fill in the gaps with the game just makes things flow so well

Eerie night for a stroll.

This was never supposed to be hard for me. Thats what I told myself anyway.

I really need some good distractions until I settle in to this being the norm for 17 more weeks.

Im surviving and no need to worry about me. Im just having myself a good cry here and there.

Once work starts and a home is found I'm bound to start doing better.

I have learned how important it can be to share your feelings with friends.

I love knitting but to be honest, I think its just been a good distraction.

Whenever I slow down, have a moment to myself. I feel the sadness and sorrow flood in.

I miss my partner, my pets, my home.

Sometimes I go for a knit walk. I started this hat and then took off for an adventure whilst knitting. Watched the sunset next to the old wooden coster and completed my hat by days end.

Finished gloves and photos taken.

I like to go out for a walk and to knit at the same time. I have run into a handful of knitters this way since getting back to Vancouver.

My first art trade complete! I think this settles it, I'll start taking proper commissions for knitwear.

Bonus shot of another pair ill have finished shots of tomorrow