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i am fuming.

i'm going through it dude. i'm so fucking tired. i need a break from everything. i want to go away and never come back. so much shit is going on in my life FUCK

me, said hurtful things and has been ever since. i'm fucking done! but everyone around me appears annoyed that i'm basically going through the mourning process. i just need someone.

i'm mourning the loss of a 8 year long friendship that the other person hasn't seemed to get the hint that it's over. i've been advised by literally everyone to not confront her if i want to protect myself and keep things as civil as possible bc the last time i tried to talk with her she yelled at

it truly feels like i'm going through this alone. trying to slowly cut ties but she won't stop sending shit, people not really listening to how i'm feeling, no one providing support just space. i don't want space!! i need support

missing my best friend :(

oh no :((

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i want this to end.

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i'm so angry honestly

it is so discouraging when it feels like no one wants to be around you or talk to you. it makes me want to go full hermit and never leave or talk to anyone ever again.

i've given up. it feels like i'll never have new friends that live near me.

i can't even seem to make friends. i tried becoming friends with one of my coworkers because we're around the same age and hit it off really well. i tried making plans with them and they cancelled the day before or day of every time. i made a friend at my other job, they live an hour away 🫩

you know what? i'm tired of worrying about people who obviously don't worry about me. i'm tired of putting so much into a friendship and barely getting anything in return. i'm just fucking tired.

did i fucking do something?? my friends have barely talked to me for weeks. i feel like fucking shit. i feel so alone.

it's starting to feel like i don't fucking matter to people. i try to be understanding but damn why do i have to be the understanding one ALL THE TIME???? im tired. i want someone who will respect me and my time, who will talk to me and listen to me.

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UMMMMMMMM THERES SOME WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO WATCH TOGETHER

it's so cute!!

thank god

i have officially dropped the cinnabunnii branding it feels so good

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had to follow lilacs main so i don't miss his posts 🙂‍↕️

this is my only bsky account now

i think i'm gonna do it

thinking abt deactivating my main. i don't like this app anymore. i don't use it at all because it's boring as fuck and i only have it to keep up with one person

it hurt me a lot because i know they didn't just stop going out together, and they invite people who don't work there anymore all the time. idk why it still bothers me so bad. ig because i thought i had friends that lived here and i actually didn't? idk.

thinking about my old coworkers. how they were just being nice when inviting me out to things while i thought i was actually friends with them. no. they were all friends and just trying to be nice. you know how i know? as soon as i left they stopped inviting me out.

you are my best friend yes