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So freaking cuuute

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Happy 20th anniversary to the release of the album A Fever You Cant Sweat Out. Gotta be one of my all time fav albums since childhood and my gateway to being emo early lollll

Got through to s2 magia record sewing though, think im like halfway through s2. Ill probably have to do more handsewing tomorrow so hopefully I can continue watching if the tv is free

DONE.... nearly midnight so im gonna glue down tomorrow, tired and my back hurts from shrimp hand sewing position. But its fuckin done thank goooood that took forever

Last streeeetch!! Just gotta connect the middle and then itll be time to glue! Yipee!!

Think next time (if there is one) id do less darts and add additional padding. But it works, messy and slightly too large so itll bunch probably, but it works so I dont really care. I consider it a win

One last part and then combining the two at the middle but on the last stretch for now! Hands are a little rough but thats okay, getting there slowly but surely (im trying not to think about the fact I still have to make the back of the head/neck lining outta the same fabric... trying to stay sane)

Think i gave too much seam allowance but tbh I just doooont caaaaaare its a personal project anyway, just needs to be usable not perfect (I hate trial and error, just get it right the first time UGH)

Hands are cramping so I think thats gonna be the end of it for the night, gonna be working on it tomorrow bleh

Starting to look like smtn

Theres a few local furmeets so I wanna attend but its weird if I dont have a suit, my kemono head for milk is cute but I cant see well or hear for shiiiit in it

thought i fucked up and sewed the pattern wrong but its okay I got it right but I did panic hard given ive been at this for 3 fuckin houuurs. Probably gonna have to take this shit with me to dnd to make any sorta progress. Want to finish before June at the latest

Handsewing i hate you, it took an hour but finally slipped up and stabbed my hand with the needle. Surprised it took that long but not bing chilling ab it (it went thru my nail yeouch

Whole fucking hour into this and only got the darts done on one side. I swear to god im never making the mistake of not checking what needle is required for the machine bc this shit is sending me loopy (watching mlp while sewing)

Squinting so hard, I think ive already fucked this up but whateverrrrr i dont caaaare as long as it works, its the inside, it doesnt need to look great (copium)

Hand stitching this shit is going to take me fuckin HOURS im not looking forward to this but I guess thats my only option (if this doesnt fit right i will actually throw a tantrum)

Oh I give up. The machine will NOT work with spandex and keeps jamming

How much longer does shaft want to SCREW WITH MEEEEEE!!!!! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO RELEASE THIS MONTH WHAT DO YOU MEAN AUGUST????? ***AUGUST????????*** this is so fucked and I think shaft wants me to die actually. We're never getting this damn film huh

Im in hell ft. The bug

If I have to redo a pattern one more time im going to throw myself into the ocean, when can I get to the fun part. Daily reminder to just commission the damn suit not do it yourself because LORD this is killing me

The rabbit! Big ears important!

Back on the dang grind. I am not looking forward to the outside patterning but trying not to think ab that rn

As someone who has only ever lived in small rural towns, In A Lake from mitskis new album gets me in a way I never thought id hear. Thanks mitski im sobbing into my damn hands

Unfortunately same, terrified of dentists so its usually really long because they cant do too much or ill stop breathing and choke on the table. But one of my front teeth is decaying visibly so I need to fix it asap 😔

Everything costs for sure, sucks that nowhere really bulkbills either so thats not an option. Just gotta keep trucking on

Being fem means if you dont look tip top all the time you just get treated like shit. And if you look decent its much of the same. Cant win one way or another but at least I felt confident, I dont feel that in the slightest now. Its just humiliating. Nearly 24 and I still dont know how to live

Don't even have it in me to clean my room. wish I never agreed to the holiday in April because currently everything has to go towards that meanwhile my tooth is rotting and its humiliating to smile or speak. Hair is so gross and overgrown it just looks unkempt. Its just humiliating

Damn okay you know its getting bad again when every project and game you care about just isnt appealing and all you wanna do is sleep the day away. Need to get back on my meds when I can, and go to the dentist, and get a hair cut. Look and feel like a rat of a person.

Some sketchbook stuff