why do so many people treat social media as a job lol (of course except of those for who this is a job. that makes sense see.)

wrote a bit!!!!!

today neighbour waved and smiled at me. he must feel very stupid about growling at me 2 days ago.

i'm glad that few people read my posts because i need to get thoughts out of my head somewhere but i don't think reading some of them is very healthy

today i wished all of my women friends a happy womens day and they enjoyed it. wonderful. often i forget because i'm very bad with dates.

zzzzzzz

i also heavily avoid people who are suddenly completely fine and safe after i said i'm some identity. it feels disgusting. i fucking hate changing how you treat someone based on a trait you can't even choose. sorry but if you can't accept me without me mentioning all my private data then leave lol.

also in a group of people when you're the only one expected to make no mistakes at all when others are allowed to hurt others repeatedly just leave that group, it's protecting abusers. it's not protecting people who are traumatised as they claim. see how actually harmful people are left alone.

as a man i stopped trying to accomodate people who are like "all men suck" etc around a year ago cuz talking to someone who hates you for no fault of your own and expects constant pandering and defense to random accusations every fucking day is miserable. just talk to someone who enjoys you.

my suffering has ended. i discovered fire alpaca. goodbye krita.

always thrilling to survive a february

i don't like the options of either leaving out of the blue without talking about it very clearly beforehand or ignoring the issue of for example long time friend becoming someone morally repulsive and putting up with it so you don't have to leave

genuinely confused at people who are very very anti ultimatums asking to resolve things without threatening to end relationships with people. sorry but sometimes you do have to end some. that is the reality. and if you know someone for many years you might want to give them last chance or warning.

little cat is so purr today

i have never in my entire life heard anyone say 6 7 but my coworkers and friends complain about it constantly. but i don't know many children. gen z is youngest i talk to.

When my friends send me photos of their pets i say bon appetit (unsure what the best translation is) (enjoy your meal has a different vibe to it i think) and they get annoyed but it is a bit funny so i keep doing that

"but you can change the dockers you see and how big they are" but can i change what's on the dockers hmmm?

i know it's free and powerful but that is not my problem. i would pay if there were any alternatives for linux. god using it feels like scraping your nails against a schoolboard instead of brush on a canvas. god and i hate that everything is hidden in a menu but useless things are in the very front.

man i really tried to like krita but if you ever tried any software where ui isn't painful to use then it's so ass. i don't want to learn every single shortcut and read a manual as a beginner user just because they couldn't bother to make the ui make any sense.

will not share because i do not think this person deserves public shame for being pathetic but i am forever wondering how they don't feel shame cuz their takes are also so fucking bad that i feel sorry for them like having such trash opinions has to make one's life harder

3 months ago i found a really really really pathetic post here on bluesky and every time i feel depressed and like a failure i look at this to remind myself i am not that pathetic in fact i am much much less pathetic and loser

good luck these exams always made my hand hurt from all the writing!! evil invention.

i sometimes spell gender as jender to annoy my woke (for the lack of better word) friends

i don't listen to happy songs cuz i can't relate

my screen was very low brightness and i almost wrote comment "such a strange horse" under someones drawing of a woman

today there was a news article about forest workers asking people to leave little hares alone because they just like being alone and they're not abandoned and i went to comments and tbere was a guy that wrote: yesss leave them alone now and they will be dwlicious when they grow up. 25 dislikes.

some things feel like they weren't created or born or whatever but rather made in factory from a mold like many that is what i feel like about pop music

what does it feel like to know that nothing will ever compare

sorry for making you addicted to the perfect creation and then destroying it randomly without a chance to remake it ever i will do it again with my new perfect creation are you interested

fandoms sound genuinely awful nothing appealing about joining one ever