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@justletmeforget

Lost in a carefully crafted wonderland. They/Them πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆπŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ Author of #LittleWhiteLies and #BlueBird #SaveStation19 https://archiveofourown.org/users/JustLetMeForget/profile

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✨UPDATE✨

Ch3: The Gutter

"I’m really tired of breaking my house.”

β€œWait, you’re breaking your house?”

archiveofourown.org/works/595218...

#Station19 #HandyMaam

04.03.2025 21:28 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I’m glad you enjoyed it 😊

03.02.2025 01:24 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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✨UPDATE✨

[Maya Bishop]: I’m scared.

[Carina DeLuca]: So am I, but I’ll do it anyway because you’re worth it.

archiveofourown.org/works/553391...

#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies

02.02.2025 21:08 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

The moment you realize forever isn't going to be long enough.

01.02.2025 17:14 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

β€œi am just trying to exist.” - maya deluca-bishopβ€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή

25.01.2025 15:38 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Where Old Haunts Rest - Chapter 2 - GhostAtMidnight - Station 19 (TV) [Archive of Our Own] An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapter 2 of Where Old Haunts Rest is online: archiveofourown.org/works/621435...

#station19

25.01.2025 13:06 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I’m glad you enjoyed it so much! ❀️ Thank you for your kind words. Hopefully you’ll find something in the chaos that you like too lol

25.01.2025 05:41 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

❀️❀️❀️

23.01.2025 21:09 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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✨New Release - One Shot: She Was Elysian✨

β€œI’m right here. I have you. You’re safe.”

Carina smiled, eyes still closed. β€œYou promise?”

β€œPinky kind.”

archiveofourown.org/works/62408995

#Station19

23.01.2025 01:04 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 1

Thank you! I'm really glad you enjoyed it. It's been a labor of love and I'm happy to have been able to share it with so many

18.01.2025 22:41 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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✨FINAL UPDATE✨

CH. 28: Forever More

Let's pretend for just one more minute.

archiveofourown.org/works/568827...

#Station19 #BlueBird

18.01.2025 16:55 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 1
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✨UPDATE✨

Ch. 27: To Have and To Hold

β€œI don’t want to stop."

β€œThen don’t. Don’t ever stop.”

archiveofourown.org/works/568827...

#Station19 #BlueBird

14.01.2025 10:03 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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✨UPDATE✨

Ch. 26: My Soul Was Always Yours

Maya’s memory deserved more from her than to be kept in a box as if it were something to be ashamed of.

archiveofourown.org/works/568827...

#Station19 #BlueBird

12.01.2025 14:10 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 2

🀣🀣🀣

07.01.2025 13:20 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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✨UPDATE✨

Ch 25: Like You Were in My Past

β€œJust because something isn’t necessary doesn’t mean that I don’t want to do it. You’ve done enough for everyone. Let me help you.”

archiveofourown.org/works/568827...

[zero self-control]
#Station19 #BlueBird

07.01.2025 07:05 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 2

There ya go! 🀣

03.01.2025 16:39 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Oops lol

03.01.2025 16:30 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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✨UPDATE✨

Ch. 24: Not When You're Tangled in My Present

β€œHow did you manage to get through it?”

β€œPretending.” Carina shrugged. β€œI convinced myself she was happy.”

archiveofourown.org/works/568827...

#Station19 #BlueBird

03.01.2025 16:24 πŸ‘ 11 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 1
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a man in a hat and jacket says i am never going to financially recover from this ALT: a man in a hat and jacket says i am never going to financially recover from this
27.12.2024 17:43 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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a woman is laughing in front of a mirror while another woman holds her hand to her face . ALT: a woman is laughing in front of a mirror while another woman holds her hand to her face .

I want to sing this song until I'm hoarse but everyone in the house is asleep. Why does my inner monster want to rage at the most inconvenient times????

27.12.2024 04:54 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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✨UPDATE✨

I sat up slowly, eyes glued to the screen as the puzzle pieces started to click into place. The dress, the pearls, the fear.

β€œOh, God, she’s pulling an Evelyn Hugo…”

archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…

#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies

26.12.2024 11:36 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 1

Hopefully they were delicious? β€οΈβ€πŸ©Ή

26.12.2024 11:09 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Yeah I didn’t know this chapter was gonna end up being what it was until it was done and it seemed to want to kick asses and take names

26.12.2024 03:47 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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✨UPDATE✨

β€œI–” She closed her mouth again and shook it. No, she needed Maya. She needed her like she needed air, needed water, needed light. She needed her regardless of the possibility of consequence. β€œHave a good day.”

archiveofourown.org/works/568827...

#Station19 #BlueBird

26.12.2024 00:18 πŸ‘ 9 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 1
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✨UPDATE✨

She shivered just thinking about it, goosebumps flooding her legs. She knew she should be ashamed of herself, but she couldn’t bring herself to feel anything but painfully turned on.

archiveofourown.org/works/59521828…

#Station19 #HandyMaam

21.12.2024 04:13 πŸ‘ 14 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

🀣🀣🀣

17.12.2024 22:04 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Oh thank god πŸ€£πŸ˜… I was like, oh shit please apologize on my behalf. That’s so much coochie….

17.12.2024 21:55 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Wait… you gave this to your MOM?!? Oh god please tell her I’m sorry for all the vagina 🀣

17.12.2024 21:48 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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a brown dog is sitting on a bed with a blanket and looking at the camera . ALT: a brown dog is sitting on a bed with a blanket and looking at the camera .

🀣Your mom:

17.12.2024 21:40 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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✨UPDATE✨

CH 39

β€œCarina, are you sure you want to do this?”

archiveofourown.org/works/553391...

#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies

17.12.2024 20:17 πŸ‘ 15 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0