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she/her. Iโ€™m Sayla, Salem, Saysay, Saylam, really anything with an S! worst lesbian to ever do it, married to amuro and nu, world's foremost amuro ray expert and WILL scream about him daily, currently reading- unicorn| @maidfordeath pfp

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I'm gonna make this I swear

11.03.2026 22:56 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

gundams should be boring and very bright and fanciful colors!

11.03.2026 22:14 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

mostly babasan but I also do not like the edgy gundam

11.03.2026 21:59 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

don't join me!

pull me out of this scary place!!!

I also don't like the strike though...

the weird exposed frame bits upset me

also don't like the v-fin

and the chest is dull

and why don't you have more yellow???

11.03.2026 21:58 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

QUIT THAT

11.03.2026 21:56 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I fear I've begun to stockholm myself into liking SEED suits

I still take issue with the giant backpacks for a few reasons but particularly it actually makes them LESS toyish to me (I know this sounds insane)

let my girl stand! let my girl have a silhouette that is her and not her backpack!

11.03.2026 21:50 ๐Ÿ‘ 14 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

like from the getgo that has been the point of the line and so I'm not upset about it because I don't feel like I'm being lied to

11.03.2026 21:41 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

despite the whole point of RG being to fuck up a suit and make it not look wrong I actually really don't mind it at all and it's entirely because they tell you that's what they're doing

like they say upfront "no this is not sinanju! this is what a 1/1 sinanju statue would look like if we built it!"

11.03.2026 21:41 ๐Ÿ‘ 7 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
The bulk of the visual media called movies couldnโ€™t be found on the Borgesnet because of the violence they depicted. Even what had probably been considered tame content by the standards of yesteryear was teeming with violence by the peaceful, elegant standards of admedistrative society. In order to see anything containing a visual portrayal of violence you needed legal credentials: an EVIL, or Emotionally-traumatic Visual Information License.

The bulk of the visual media called movies couldnโ€™t be found on the Borgesnet because of the violence they depicted. Even what had probably been considered tame content by the standards of yesteryear was teeming with violence by the peaceful, elegant standards of admedistrative society. In order to see anything containing a visual portrayal of violence you needed legal credentials: an EVIL, or Emotionally-traumatic Visual Information License.

well that's upsettingly prescient

11.03.2026 21:28 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

the book even goes on to like directly point out the problem there which is miach hanging out with cian and tuan and really liking them and that seemingly not jiving with this statement which is the whole point of haruhi suzumiya and I don't think the same explanation works for miach but it's there

11.03.2026 21:00 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
When the other boys and girls at school approached her, she refused
them politely at first. If they kept pushing, she would say something
like โ€œIโ€™m not interested in mere humans,โ€ and that would usually
settle things.

When the other boys and girls at school approached her, she refused them politely at first. If they kept pushing, she would say something like โ€œIโ€™m not interested in mere humans,โ€ and that would usually settle things.

okay no actually the haruhi comparison is a billion percent justified on my part

11.03.2026 20:51 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I don't!

in fact I really hate it!

the gcp version of freedom is so not it for me

11.03.2026 20:41 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
"I would have at least liked to pick the world I have to live in," Miach used to say.

"I would have at least liked to pick the world I have to live in," Miach used to say.

GOD I LOVE HER SO MUCH

11.03.2026 20:38 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Spooky.
That was what they called her. A lot of the cliques in school,
girls and boys alike, had approached her in the beginningโ€”her
grades alone meant she stood outโ€”but she managed to remain
unaffiliated, preferring a beautiful kind of solitude.

Spooky. That was what they called her. A lot of the cliques in school, girls and boys alike, had approached her in the beginningโ€”her grades alone meant she stood outโ€”but she managed to remain unaffiliated, preferring a beautiful kind of solitude.

again I wanna make it clear that miach is not at all haruhi and the fact she maintains and covets that solitude is like one of the biggest shows of how they're different

but also seriously a lot of the overlap between the two is exactly what makes me like them

I like miach more though really

11.03.2026 20:31 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
โ€œI have to think Iโ€™m pretty sharp by now,โ€

โ€œI have to think Iโ€™m pretty sharp by now,โ€

eheh

11.03.2026 20:15 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
When she wasnโ€™t talking to us, Miach would sit on a bench in a
park where the local children played and quietly read books.
Reading text on dead-tree media was her only hobby, as far as we
could tell. I asked her once why she bothered with books when she
could just call up the same thing in augmented reality on the net.
โ€œWhen you want some real solitude, dead-tree mediaโ€™s the only
way to go. Then itโ€™s just the two of us. Me and the medium,โ€ was
Miachโ€™s answer. She went on in that cool, silky smooth, soporific
voice of hers. โ€œIt works with movies and paintings too. But a book
will give you the most persistence by far.โ€
โ€œWhat do you mean, โ€˜persistenceโ€™?โ€
โ€œThe persistence of solitude.โ€

When she wasnโ€™t talking to us, Miach would sit on a bench in a park where the local children played and quietly read books. Reading text on dead-tree media was her only hobby, as far as we could tell. I asked her once why she bothered with books when she could just call up the same thing in augmented reality on the net. โ€œWhen you want some real solitude, dead-tree mediaโ€™s the only way to go. Then itโ€™s just the two of us. Me and the medium,โ€ was Miachโ€™s answer. She went on in that cool, silky smooth, soporific voice of hers. โ€œIt works with movies and paintings too. But a book will give you the most persistence by far.โ€ โ€œWhat do you mean, โ€˜persistenceโ€™?โ€ โ€œThe persistence of solitude.โ€

I have unfortunately selectively cut all of it out but the way this book uses html and then just also the extra little bits of character in the dialogue really makes me feel like I'm gonna end up liking this more which is to be expected honestly but it's just really fun

11.03.2026 20:11 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
โ€œThese things are ours. Thatโ€™s what weโ€™ll tell them. Weโ€™ll
whisper it at the top of our lungs!โ€
Yeah, me and Miach were the weird kids.
In a world of kind, thoughtful, group-consciousness types, we might not have been entirely on our own, but we sure felt like it.

โ€œThese things are ours. Thatโ€™s what weโ€™ll tell them. Weโ€™ll whisper it at the top of our lungs!โ€ Yeah, me and Miach were the weird kids. In a world of kind, thoughtful, group-consciousness types, we might not have been entirely on our own, but we sure felt like it.

I also love tuan dearly!

like miach is my precious daughter but tuan is also absolutely precious to me

the thing I'm most excited about with finally reading it is properly getting to meet cian because she's good in the movie but she feels a bit more like a device than a full character there

11.03.2026 19:57 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

also usually both

11.03.2026 19:53 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
โ€œLetโ€™s show โ€™em, the both of us,โ€ Miach said one day. Miach
Mihie was her full name. I sat behind her in class. While everyone
was getting ready to go home, she turned around in her chair and
leaned over my desk.
โ€œWeโ€™ll make a declaration, together: weโ€™ll never grow up.โ€

โ€œLetโ€™s show โ€™em, the both of us,โ€ Miach said one day. Miach Mihie was her full name. I sat behind her in class. While everyone was getting ready to go home, she turned around in her chair and leaned over my desk. โ€œWeโ€™ll make a declaration, together: weโ€™ll never grow up.โ€

finally sitting down to read harmony because it's been on my mind constantly since I watched it

I love miach so so much, she kind of took ownership of my brain as soon as I met her

if ever you have wondered what a younger sayla was like I was literally just this girl and she means the world to me

11.03.2026 19:50 ๐Ÿ‘ 5 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

the occasional "mu..." thrown in for flavor

11.03.2026 19:16 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

rau le creuset funny little noises super edit?

a comp of all the times he makes his incredulous little sounds?

12 straight minutes of rau going "ouh!" and "eehhhhh..."

11.03.2026 19:14 ๐Ÿ‘ 6 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

my brain very desperately wants me to buy another MG nu and I'm gonna listen to it

11.03.2026 19:01 ๐Ÿ‘ 11 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I yearn for when aesthetics in mecha change and we have pretty designs with low detail and people are like โ€œwhy were they all so greebled??? none of them even look right!!!โ€

and Iโ€™ll be in the corner and take a big swig of my very sweet daiquiri like โ€œI was thereโ€ฆ they ruined my wifeโ€ฆ it was hellโ€ฆโ€

11.03.2026 17:09 ๐Ÿ‘ 13 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

very well!

11.03.2026 16:50 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

ITโ€™S ROUGH

11.03.2026 16:31 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I rewatched with a friend who was going through it for the first time and truly I was like constantly so desperate for him to show back up on screen

11.03.2026 16:24 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
rau looking at his hand

rau looking at his hand

I have been thinking about rau le creuset WAY too much over the last few daysโ€ฆ

this shot where he looks down at his own hand is one of my favorites in the whole show

I like him

11.03.2026 16:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 8 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

helloooo

11.03.2026 16:10 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

sayla has returned

sayla is very tired despite getting a proper amount of sleep and having absolutely no right to be tired

11.03.2026 15:55 ๐Ÿ‘ 21 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

SWORD GIRLFRIEND

11.03.2026 15:53 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0