Blueberry Tsunoda

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I'm always worried that I'll be disowned when I will come out and this is kinda reassuring 😭

I had my uncle over the phone asking me about the move and I talked about my flat and my best friend because now we live quite near each other and he asked "is she your friend or your girlfriend" in the most natural, supportive manner and it made me so emotional because

The fact that no matter how old I get I am always the ugly friend (and that I hate myself for being insecure when I'm an adult and I should be past that)

So I've been unpacking for the last three dats and getting stuff done, and tonight I can finally sit down a little and continue to crochet my cardigan 🥰

I have already cried four (4) times and another crying session is planned soon

Finally moved in woohooooo 🥳

I'm lucky that I get along so well with my family, and this aspect of adult life is really disheartening and depressing😔😔😔

Officially moving in my new place tomorrow... been an emotional mess all week long because that's it, I'm living home and I won't be able to see my family (except my parents) more than twice a year🫠😭

Will have to assess when I can get a PS to play games since I'm not living with my roommate anymore...🥲

The vibe I have planned is 60's retro garage for the living room and early 20th century countryside home for the bedroom, let's hope it works gjdjjfjdjf

Made some F1 inspired club flags to decorate my living room

Mclaren isn't "letting them race". Mclaren wants Lando to win the championship not Oscar. The difference between them is small but at the end of the day Oscar is the championship leader and should be prioritized when he's in a fight. And the thing is he's never ever prioritized

The people that exchanged IG with me at Spa are either people who sat on grass and were drenched by the rain or people with paddock passes who spend the GP at the Aston Martin hospitality there is NO in between

A girl I followed on IG after we exchanged bracelets at Spa just posted a selfie with NICO ROSBERG skfjjsjdvd

FORZA FERRARI WHARLES LECLERC THE MAN YOU ARE

Can't wait to settle and arrange my furnitures the way I like and decorate and bake aaaaah

Like my friend really dislikes Dunne so I know he is a no-no, but how is Miyata??

When I was watching F2 last week, I really liked Miyata. Do we vibe with him???

Dad and I watching the F3 quali...do I need another new motor sport to invade my life???

Sorry everyone I have the BIG SAD

And my parents are so sad about it :( I feel terrible to have to leave them behind like that 😭😭😭

Can't believe that in 10 days I'm like, moving halfway accross the country to live on my OWN near my capital city??? Like dude I went there TWICE in my entire life

I understand the struggle 💀 sometimes we live near facilities and yet we cannot ever get ourselves to go use them😔

I never played it but my dad did when I was a child and I would watch him play at local tournaments fjdjfjd honestly even if it is so near idk if I /will/ play...😭 it seems like a nice sport though

Idk I'm not a very sporty person and I'm affraid of looking ridiculius but at the same time I'll need something to make me go out the house since I know nobodyyyy aaaaaah

My new flat is near a tennis club... do I start playing tennis????

Seeing candid pictures of me does painfully remind me that I'm not photogenic nor particularly attractive... life is tragic

I was in charge of taking pictures so I don't have many of myself attending the GP but that one is fun, I love my mom🥲

My mom took a candid picture of me maxplaining F1 dkfjdjjfjdjdjjdh