petra 💭

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i forgot this account existed !!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm trying to get back to working out regularly.. my place has a decent gym and i'm tryna use the treadmill but i need to spend a good ten minutes looking up the make and model so i can read the instruction manual to figure out how to use it optimally like some kind of minmaxxer

very old photos from when i saw a giant patch of amanita muscaria growing and did a photoshoot with my tamagotchi accessory... they were soon picked by a guy tryna make some big profits on drügs

made in abyss adventure: okay fine i caught up with it. because i didn't have anything else to read

why did the author draw the twins like that

why

i think my issue is that i just got really lost in the plot. faputa ripped her arm off and reg is tryna rescue nanachi but there's so many fight scenes and flashbacks that my attention fell off :( i might give it a chance after a break but hoogh.

i'm still gonna draw faputa and nanachi tho. i like their designs

i think my favourite character is ozen

made in abyss reading journey: i got a little bit past faputa being introduced and i kinda lost interest. fascinating world building but the fetish bait got too weird & the plot got confusing

i got to that point and i'm like... why...

the plot has also lost me as well

and then next chapter they had to make a gross joke about kids' bodies CMONNNNN

made in abyss reading journey: got to the part with mitty, im sad now

is xitter having issues right now, i can't seem to upload stuff.

it's like kids are fine but not when you're really perverse with them.. authors_barely_disguised_fetish.jpg

i'm giving made in abyss a read and: interesting world so far but i don't love the fact the main characters are children

goos

anyway here's a pic of my avocado plant (named avo-ca-doo like in the vine)

if u ever need to talk about it feel free to message me on discord ❤️ i wanna talk

back on adhd meds means i'm awake and motivated but my motivation is on such a shaky ground that literally reading a bsky post will drop my motivation but watching 5 seconds of a video will motivate me. i'm a churning mental health mess

watched inside out 2. damn they really did animate a panic attack accurately

owwaaagghhh i've been fatigued for a solid week and today is no exception

dinner tonite is a can of carbonated water and four (4) egg tarts.. #finedining

i do listen to his chrimmus music and hes also our Local Celebrity so i cant Not listen to him sometimes

i love sharing my spotify w/ my partner because it shows up on my discord status and sometimes i get ppl msging me like 'omg i didnt know you liked X' and i'm like 'what'

finally caught up with a 2000 page webcomic after putting it off for *looks at watch* tttttttten years. pretty good! Weird that the artist condemns that masterpiece as 'older irrelevant work' but whatever

WHEN I MOVE IN TO MY NEW PLACE AND SET UP MY COMPUTER WE GOTTA PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

fdhJSFHDFJKH WAIT FFXIV>>>>>>>????????????? YEAH??????????????????? HELL YEAH

'nother therapist in the same group misgendered me constantly and claimed that she was 'the most qualified LGBT+ therapist for me' while also simultaneously forcing a married w/ kids narrative for my future??????????

also there's something uniquely fucked about a therapy program that doesn't adjust their methods depending on their patients.... my last therapist told me facecam was mandatory during our remote sessions (i have some really bad dysmorphia) so all our sessions i wasnt 100% mentally there

stopped talking w/ my therapist bc i'm moving out of the hospital's jurisdiction but also i'm kinda mad that she claimed that autism is only diagnosed when a child is young & did not back down when I said it was not often diagnosed in DFAB ppl until much later in their life

bapanada!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so excited to play bad 3d pokemon games ngl