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Casual gamer. Insomniac navigating life with BPD, DPD, CPTSD, OCD, & dissociative amnesia. LGBTQIA & Trans Lives Matter, BLM, Free Palestine ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ, Her body/Her choice. Human Rights are not negotiable! Twitch.tv/even2death Even2death@gmail.com for inquiries

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I got told I looked like him and I never enjoyed that comparison until this very moment.

29.10.2025 12:55 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I am currently dealing with Occipital Neuralgia and it has my quality of life near 0. Theses headaches and nerve pain are the worst pain I've ever felt. I'm literally begging my doctors to help me before my August 5th appointment. I can't handle this for another month.

03.07.2025 11:17 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Being at "The Happiest Place On Earth" and dealing with my suicidal ideation is a really great representation of my life.
I looked someone dead in their eye and said I'm going to end my life when we get home and then went to a waterpark.
Nothing changes. Nothing gets better.
It's all too much for me

12.06.2025 20:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

What the fuck is the point in this life anymore?!
Every avenue is filled with it's own bullshit and stress.
I don't remember the last time I felt like I got a win in life.
I'm really fuckin over it.

02.06.2025 00:38 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Meme of Bugs Bunny wishing all homophobic idiots a very uncomfortable pride month.

Meme of Bugs Bunny wishing all homophobic idiots a very uncomfortable pride month.

01.06.2025 17:00 ๐Ÿ‘ 254 ๐Ÿ” 68 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Soooo valid

29.05.2025 00:25 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a young boy is sitting at a desk in front of a laptop computer and saying `` nice '' . ALT: a young boy is sitting at a desk in front of a laptop computer and saying `` nice '' .
28.05.2025 23:30 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Who was the little spoon?

28.05.2025 23:08 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Preorders for some popular prints that sold out over the weekend at my last festival are now available! 20% off, too :)

www.beastieandbone.com/shop

02.05.2025 20:04 ๐Ÿ‘ 18 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I wonder what it's like to be understood on a deep level by people in your life.
So often I'm told to stop expressing my emotions for others comfort because they don't like how I phrase things.
I really don't have anywhere I feel safe and welcome to express myself, besides therapy. This fuckin sucks

28.04.2025 23:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

8wks ago I had a cervical disc replaced.
Today was my 4th day back to work. I hurt my neck 2hrs into my day. I have an appointment with my Dr. tomorrow morning, but this is really a big defeat for me physically, mentally, and emotionally.
I need a break somewhere....

28.04.2025 19:33 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

The BPD & DPD Combo will be the death of me someday.
There's no fixing this; there's only coping. It isn't sustainable. It is exhausting. I'm not sure there's really any reason to persist.

27.04.2025 18:30 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I really wish the hell that is my life would end already.
I'm tired of hearing how strong I am for living with BPD and DPD.
IT DOESN'T HELP ANYTHING!

27.04.2025 12:17 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm at my breaking point with life, and I am returning to work today after being off since Feb. 13.
I'm sure things will only be great today! /s
Fuckin hate my life and everything about it

22.04.2025 09:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm over the daily battles, misunderstandings, lack of communication, and overwhelming disappointments.
I haven't had a positive anything in so long, I don't know I'd recognize one.
I'm tired of my efforts constantly being in vain or unwanted.
I just wish it would end.

21.04.2025 22:09 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Days like today show me that the world will go on fine without me.

19.04.2025 16:24 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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19.04.2025 11:27 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I really hate what my life has become and wish it would end.
I'm running out of reasons to persist.

19.04.2025 00:35 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

It makes sense why the right wants to get rid of Drag performers reading books to children....Donnie can't read and they're trying to avoid another disaster!
This tool has on more makeup than Trixie Mattel!

17.04.2025 00:07 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A parrot that is a vibrant green with a yellow nape is perched on top of he cage and staring menacingly into the camera.

A parrot that is a vibrant green with a yellow nape is perched on top of he cage and staring menacingly into the camera.

Having arthritic hands and a molting bird is bad for both of us! ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿคฃ
My hands are tired of working on new feathers on the head of #PeanutTheAmazon
#birdbitch #birdsofbluesky #parrot #bird

07.04.2025 23:21 ๐Ÿ‘ 4 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Trrrrryyyyying

06.04.2025 16:20 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Heading to an overcrowded cannabis event....by myself....for the second year in a row.

06.04.2025 11:55 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm beyond tired of my existence

05.04.2025 22:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I just need one good day....

05.04.2025 12:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I really can't handle being the disposable person in everyone's fuckin life.
Life was never supposed to be like this.

29.03.2025 16:37 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I hate being around people that think they know things, but they're really just spewing buzzwords they've heard.

29.03.2025 12:48 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I'm tired of life

28.03.2025 00:51 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Doing the best I can. Healing is slower than anyone anticipated.

27.03.2025 00:34 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This sounds horrible. I'm sooo sorry you're having to deal with this.

26.03.2025 23:08 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I would like to nominate Maxwell Smart for national security advisor.

25.03.2025 01:32 ๐Ÿ‘ 76955 ๐Ÿ” 16929 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3030 ๐Ÿ“Œ 1610