Being forced into a bitchsuit and being walked outside in a forest at night on a leash and a shock collar, while being forced to only communicate with barking or being shocked, would fix me ngl.
Being half passed out as they piss down my throat and film it, so they have something to show me when I'm sober again.
Being drunk is always much less fun when there's no one around to take advantage of your helpless state. Like someone could slam me down on my bed and ram their cock into my holes. They wouldn't even need to tie me up as I'd be barely able to struggle anyways.
Trying out kinks means realizing that it's not just nice for kink reasons to be tied up, collared, caged, but that it's also just a nice and comfortable feeling over all.
Suffering for someone else is such a nice feeling. When you don't have control over the situation but just have to endure for them. While you let your thoughts get drowned out by the pain. Just bliss and pain, but you're always save. Because they think for you and decide when it ends...
Having thoughts is so exhausting. All those things to do, all those worries about things I SHOULD have done but didn't yet. I need someone to rip me out of life. Drag me into your van and drug me, make me wake up at a unfamiliar place to give me a new life.
But maybe they didn't even hypnotize you at all, I mean can you remember that they did? You'll just remember the talk before, how you told them how far they could go. Everything else will stay blank as they took control over a tiny bit of your brain. Or did they take control over more than allowed?
Every odd thing you do will make your mind wonder wheter it was just a silly thing your brain came up with or the trigger they hid inside it. Every embarrassing thing you do, will feel like you were sabotaged by the trigger.
Hypnotization is such a interesting form of control. Allowing a person to put a trigger into your mind, without them ever telling you what it does. Some day they will use it and you might not even realize that they did.
After being covered with cum, spit and piss, you're reeking too much to be allowed a place inside. Luckily it's a warm, sunny place and so you can sleep outside with just a dog collar on and a big chain preventing you from leaving. Not that you could anyways as your friends have all your things.
If you're lucky or not so lucky (depends on your view), they'll let you cool off in the pool too, with dunking your head repeatedly into the water, while one of them rapes your ass one the pool terrace.
It's also where you're staying when they go to the beach, they can't really use you in public after all. But don't worry, the vacation house is huge and with a pool, so there's plenty of days where they just stay home and use you all day, between cooling off in the pool.
Planning a vacation with your friends, but they all really just let you come with them because you're just a pathetic toy for them. So you're not getting your own room or bed in the holiday house. Luckily the owners are dog friendly and left a cage in there, where you can sleep in.
Soon they ask me wheter I would like to lick all of their feet, wheter I'd love it if all of them peg me, use me as ashtray and urinal. And all I can do is say yes, because I know if I say no even once, the punishment - whatever it will be - will be worse...
Sadistic mistress who didn't tell her friends that she ordered me beforehand to say yes to every question or order they might direct towards me. After a few harmless questions like:"Do you really enjoy being a slave?" "haha you DO enjoy kneeling naked in front of all of us?", they quickly get bolder
A tube in my mouth that regular forces me to hydrate with unpleasant and suspiciously bitter tasting substances flooding my mouth. Another tube connected to my dick and on the other side a shower head over my head, forcing me to take a unpleasant shower every time I have to pee.
A uncomfortable dildo in my ass that constantly moves in varying pace so I don't get used to it. Nose hooks and other modifications (various Piercings, tattos, cut hair?) that make me look especially pathetic, while a mirror in front of me forces me to always see my new and unwanted appearance.
Basements are the kind of accommodation I badly need rn. Being naked with just a tight neck collar aswell as hand and leg cuffs on. All of them are connected to the wall for minimal freedom. Headphones over my ears that play hardcore porn noises with secret hypnotization commands sneaked in.
Smoking is bad for you. You should first make me smoke your cigarettes instead and then put them out on me.
By all the times you made me orgasm without break, just because each time I cum I lose memory of another 100 words in my vocabulary. Degrade and dehumanize me until I'm a drooling mess that's not aware of any worries or problems, because my only need and knowledge of being alive is being a toy.
A new life where my thoughts get drowned out by all the pain you made me endure for hours, by all the cocks, dildos and other random objects you rammed into my holes until my screams made my voice first hoarse and then fail completely.
Having thoughts is so exhausting. All those things to do, all those worries about things I SHOULD have done but didn't yet. I need someone to rip me out of life. Drag me into your van and drug me, make me wake up at a unfamiliar place to give me a new life.
Toys are happy when they don't have to choose. They suffer and endure for their master with a smile, because they don't have to hold the strings, don't have to think for themselves as they dance when the strings they're controlled with order them to move and stay lifeless when not...
Control what I do, because if I was a person I could do whatever I want. But you decide wheter I sleep in a bed or a cage, wheter I eat on a plate or out a bowl, wheter I wear clothes or stay naked at home.
Control my body parts with locking my dick up so I can't use it or making me grow my hair/cut it just as you like it. Choose the make-up I put on and the clothes I wear. Because with every change you do my body is more yours and less mine.
Control my brain to condition me to think and speak the way you want it. I may not be grateful for the degrading things you make me do, but you can still make me thank you until I believe that I am. Language is such a strong tool to control someone and if you do it right, you own my brain.
Don't treat me as equal, see me as what I am and control me just like a puppet on strings. You're the master and I just dance for you in any way that amuses/entertains you. No matter how degrsding or embarrassing it is. I don't want choice, I don't want freedom, I just want to be controlled.
Friend who reprimanded you for hours for having a dog cage in your room, suddenly realizes that you bought it for them, when you push them in and lock the cage. They should be happy that you're not abusing a real dog, but no they keep complaining. Seems like you'll have to train you new "dog" first.
Friends that gather at my home to play video games and just keep me around to spit in my mouth, while making me thank them that it wasn't piss I had to swallow this time.
Friends that stopped being my friends the second they realized how pathetic I am. But they are nice, so just for me (and definitely not because they enjoy it), they keep me around as their worthless toy.
