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Are you gardening to grow something new,or to find something you lost?

If we cannot change the outcome, the true value shifts from the result to the routine itself. It becomes an act of faith where time grows away from us. In the end, what we receive are not products we have manufactured, but pure gifts of love.

Gardening is a lesson in the fact that nothing is bigger than the daily choice to help something grow. We perform our small rituals and follow a darling daily routine, yet we must eventually accept that we have no control over the final outcome.

The irony of slow Internet making this take extra long to upload

Processing delays feel like i have a glitchy livestream version of a brain sometimes ffs

Driving and socializing actually use very similar brain functions:
​Constant scanning of a changing environment. Etc. Hence why I suck at both when burnt out...

Trying to learn how to paint because I'm a perfectionist and being a beginner is so Hard

Of course conspiracy theories are growing. Internet = information. Endless. But lack of critical thinking skills. On purpose, I'd argue.