Benji

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1 week into the cut. Down 3lbs. Still pale.

I’m not saying someone should hit that man in the face with a baseball bat (God knows enough dicks have), but I’m not saying I wouldn’t watch the video twice if someone recorded it.

Also, as a reminder, Donald Trump is all over the #EpsteinFiles and this war is an attempt to make us forget.

I realize that I likely won’t have the opportunity to vote for a democrat that has a chance of winning without AIPAC support and that infuriates me to no end.

It is sad and it’s also so healthy. It’s on me to stop measuring this person against who they once were to me and accept them for who they are to me now. It’s amazing how that shift has helped me feel lighter.

It’s so freeing when you stop fighting for what was and accept what is now. Oprah was right. Listen when they tell you who they are.

But it!!!!

On it.

How can I help?

Who is it and why is it conference call guy?

Atchafalaya is mine.

What do you do when a friend dies?

You sit with the silence they leave behind.

You grieve the space they held—
and give thanks their pain is gone.

Rest in Peace, Karen. ❤️🐍

Do you think she has to repay her former employer for the Mar-a-Lago face? Was that like FlexEd money?

You’re a smarter man than I am.

Isn’t that the same ear that ‘was hit with a bullet’?

Nearly took myself to the ER and then remembered I beet juice in my smoothie this morning. 😅

Where is that?

Puppy is very grumpy this morning.

Day 1 of the cut. Weighed in at 204.1 lbs.

Is it weird to go to a bathhouse with friends?

Let me tell ya, autoimmune disease is fucking rough. One day you’re just fine and the next it’s uncomfortable to stand. Crossing fingers this passes by relatively quickly.

You’ll do anything to avoid moving to Chicago. 😂

Trauma.

Noooo!!!

Yeah… cause he has a history of laying his hands on little girls he paid his buddy to use.

Owning a cat is weird. I never thought I'd say 'I don't have time for a biscuits trance rn, Xavi'.

So excited to start planning my Blessed Madonna tattoo!!

Getting gluten-bombed gets worse and worse. I can hardly move today.