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Hate when this happens 😭

Happy I'm not alone 😭😭

My 4n4 brain:
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"I will not eat more today. I am stronger than that! 😤"
(I'm at 990çal)
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#caterpillarsky #ednotsheeran #⭐rve

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Is anyone else lowkey unable to pvrgè (like, vømit)? I can only c&s, use läx, or exercise. It's weird because I have tried to induce it in every way possible. Sometimes it makes me more angry at myself after a b!nge..
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#caterpillarsky #⭐rve #ednotsheeran

this is edbsky

Awesome! Thank you so much

Woah what program do you use for this body scan? Would love to try it myself :)

I checked my weight today and tbh I'm in disbelief, I got much closer to my GW. Whenever I gain I feel like shit, but whenever I see the number get super low I'm like, no way this is true there's no way I'm there yet 😅scale is too nice 2 me lol

Update!
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I have been so good lately! For the past 10 day I've been eating about 5∅∅ kcal most days or at least under 11∅∅. Went to the ice cream parlor with my Bf and resisted the urge to get some (I'm at 1∅9∅ cals today) I feel so proud of myself 😇🤭🥰

Why do I keep binging 😭😭
So not cutesy 🥺

You and me both😭 it's been tough lately fr

gotta keep reminding myself that the only to get to my goal is by actually working hard. i cant just keep eating and saying "oh but someday ill get there. someday" no i gotta stay locked in, no cheating. cheating just sets me back and slows my progress

#lemonwatersky #ricecakesky #⭐ve

YES idk what it is

💕Tying to get back to my LW, I gained like 4 pounds (portion of of it muscle cuz I was working out) when I was away for family reasons y'all I GOTTA BE BIRTHDAY SKINNY AHHH
(03/28)
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At least I'm building muscle 😭

#edbsky #butterflyana

Day 2 of trying this out!
I'm starting with high cal and will work my way down 💖

(Credit to creator)

#ricecakesky #lemonwatersky #⭐rve #caterpillarsky #ednotsheeran

Restr!cting would be easier too if I didn't get so damn cold 😭
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#⭐arve #ednotsheeran #butterflyana #caterpillarsky #ricecakesky #lemonwatersky

Omg yessss plz!! 💖

I usually do lax tea and hydrate and wait 2 days so my weight is most accurate after going lol

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It's always the cereal/milk combo that gets me 🫠

I need to learn how to do this it looks so good!!

#lemonwatersky #edbsky #butterflyana #edbsky #ednotsheeran #ricecakesky #butterflysky #⭐rve

🪷Omad deficit today, fasting tomorrow! Took an avoidable break from restriction due to family obligations/gathering and definitely was way over my limit all week 😅

did build some muscle from my workouts though + cal amount so that's good IG lol
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time to fast to make up 💪😤

Tysm! 💖

i am in control of my body