ColixNaiaVT

I am gonna start streaming in a few minutes. No idea what I'm gonna play, buuuuttttttt, uh..... well, I just think I'm getting out of practice and need to be on stream for a bit. Will def be low-energy

And now you can get this design on shirts as well!

I swear, I'm done dealing with all these bots using actual twitch user's links to make themselves look like legit users. I'm gonna start reporting every single twitch streamer art bot account I see if they don't link to a proper twitch account that matches their bio (and isn't also a bot account).

Twitch Twitch is the world

The portal is open! Step through the rift into the peaceful realm of the Cat's Vale, and chill out with Colix the mage kitteh~
twitch.tv/colixnaiavt

The Cat's Vale portal shall be opening soon! Tonight, I'll be playing Potion Permit, a cute lil indie game about owning an apothecary business! (Also, I'll be doing some chatting beforehand about some upcoming plans for Halloween!)

ColixNaiaVT - Twitch 【18+】【The Cat's Vale】 Streaming with HEAD EMPTY! || !kofi !commands

The Cat's Vale portal is now opening! Come see the cat streaming with zero plans and head empty! Woooo I'm so weird today! X3

twitch.tv/colixnaiavt

Is that the Warhammer chaos insignia on your chest (or, future chest x3)?

Oh, wow, that's a lotta screens 0o0

Ayyy you also just moved out into your first apartment?! Woo go us! And congrats on it! I really hope it's going well for you overall ^^

Mmm opened up the windows in the apartment for the first time since moving here a month ago. The cold crisp breeze was wonderful, and really made me feel happy to be here. I'm so glad I moved, even if some things about it are stressful ^^

Oof, sorry about not streaming yesterday. Looks like this week is gonna be HARSH on me for sure. Probably more than 40 hours at work, most I've ever had in one week. I also had chores I was doing yesterday. So, I just took the time for myself. I hope everyone has a great week tho!
(Wish me luck xD)

Twitch Twitch is the world

The portal is open! Step through the rift into the peaceful realm of the Cat's Vale, and chill out with Colix the mage kitteh~
twitch.tv/colixnaiavt

The hiatus is over! The Cat's Vale returns and the portal opens, in a little over an hour!

Come chill out with me soon, as I try out a free little game I found on Steam called The WereCleaner. A werewolf janitor gets the night shift.. what silliness shall ensue?

Speaking of (read last post(s) ), if anyone has any good furry artists and riggers they'd like to recommend for a cat on a budget, shoot me a comment on this, or a message here or on Discord!!
I have lots of refs, so they wouldn't be working from scratch! 💜

And if I have even more room in the budget, go for some alt forms for redeems... My character is supposed to be able to shapeshift, but I've never been able to get more than one piece of art at once due to money. If I could, I'd get a Naga, Avian, maybe Equine form

People could redeem form changes~

I keep thinking.. once I finish moving and we're all set up in our new place.. since I'm gonna have an actual pc desk and all.. maybe I'll splurge on a real nice streaming mic and a good camera.. maybe get myself a nice 2D model if I have the budget

Well, in the morning, I'm going to be making and receiving some very important calls pertaining to my ability to move out or not.

Wish me luck, not just for the early morning, but that the results of my calls are positive. Not religious, but I'd honestly take every prayer, blessing, or vibe offered

I keep forgetting to mention this here, but I'm on a more official hiatus from streaming, now. I may stream a couple times sometime in the next few months, but after that I won't be streaming again until I'm done moving, and getting settled on the other blasted end of the continent lol

Been there xD

Ngl, after how extremely overstimulated I was tonight at work, I've seriously considered asking my managers for the ability to work roles in which I could wear earplugs or loops.

I'm not going to, though; mainly, I don't think they'd understand why :/

SIGH, only a few more months, I can do this...

Spending femboy Friday at work. Maybe summon a few tentacles to get rid of the customers so I can come home early and play with you :P

A comic of two foxes, one of whom is blue, the other is green. In this one, Green rushes to Blue with great news. Both are full of excitement. Green: The ice is melting! Blue: The spring is here! The foxes dash into action. Green: Time to prepare for summer! Blue: Where are the carrot seeds? Green turns to look at Blue as Blue abruptly changes directions. Blue: I'm going to get my moped! Green: I'll come with you! The foxes stand at the door, looking outside, disappointed but not surprised. It's snowing, and the wind is blowing hard, obscuring the foxes here and there. Blue: Ah. A snowstorm. Green: It heard us planning.

Thank you, I appreciate that!

Yes, at the moment I'm not looking to get diagnosed. I have a lot I'm going to be doing this year, and it would be a huge pain to start that process. Sometime in the next few years, maybe, after I've figured out my life situation more. Maybe ^^;;

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To all vtubers, if you’re feeling like you’ve stagnated some. Change things up! Channel point redeems/ add new widgets/play something you love/ shake things up! It’s ok to be down, but your personality is unique and it’s only a matter of time till your audience finds you 💪🐙💜
#vsky

So, yeah.

Hello, BlueSky. I'm Colix, an undiagnosed autistic cat who loves games, myths/lore, anime, writing, and analysis. My special interest for probably my entire life (and still going strong) is psychology.

Thank you for reading this. I hope you have a wonderful week; many hugs to you!

I'm still going to have ND, or neurodivergent in all my profiles. I think it just feels more comfortable still, at least until I (possibly) decide to put in the time, energy, and money needed to get a diagnosis.

But if someone asks in earnest, I think I finally have the confidence to say it.

So, undiagnosed though I may yet be until I can stabilise my life situation enough to decide on anything, I'm finally in a place where I think I'm ready to take on that label. Quietly, not around most people irl, yet. But I truly believe that I can call myself autistic without appropriating it.

And the most confirming check on the list is a conversation I had recently with my mother. Apparently, she's for a very long time suspected me of being autistic, but never pursued it. And the things I described from my autism research she seemed to think matched me so well that she started laughing.

There are more examples than I can list here of things that I never even registered in myself as strange. Things I figured everyone dealt with and just didn't talk about, or things I just thought were my own personal weirdness. This that I've found much of that server relates to me on.

I've been reading their conversations for a few weeks now, as well as asking my own questions and getting feedback. I've started applying an autistic perspective to a lot of my issues, and in a few weeks this has yielded more helpful remedies than years of trying my best on my own.