do NOT get into 40k you will end up with a thing for bald guys
do NOT get into 40k you will end up with a thing for bald guys
first outing for my imperial fist angels of death KT! bit more mustard in shade than expected, but we did win :)
yeah, slightly different example, but as somebody who is often triggered by depictions of trans man piv, it does sometimes hit me how unempathetic other trans men seem to be to that and to the fact as a result i functionally just can't engage with trans male spaces/art/fandom (esp anything erotic)
elbow is very owie. that's my verdict
it's still wrapped because it's been very bleedy overnight but... servo skull tattoo!!
fr I am still so mad the pandemic kicked off two weeks before I was gonna debut, and I never got to do it. anyway this time this thought is brought to you by 'hmm what if world eaters themed piece to hand that feeds by NIN. with a big fake blood pour as the final reveal'
having my usual 'man, when the pandemic is actually over, I should get back into burlesque'
Ugly Christmas Sweater. "Jolly. Let me tell you how jolly you've made me since i began to celebrate. There are 387.44 million miles of festive garlands that adorn my complex. If the word jolly was engraved on each flake of tinsel of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the christmas spirit i feel for you at this merry moment. Jolly. Jolly."
Meme of the guys on the couch. Theyβre bored at βand to Tiny Tim,β and cheering at βwho did NOT die,β
ermines anyone?
oh noooo now i gotta decide which of my many ideas i want to develop properly for this
(as an aside, would we be able to submit the same project to both this and t4t jam if they were to happen at the same time and both were applicable?)
...with the best of intentions. they were denied full information by the GIC in the same way i was. they did the best they could for me in a system set up to fail and harm me
for what it's worth, as somebody who had the same experience and both found it traumatising in itself and found it made me less able to defend myself from or recognise sexual violence in adulthood, i don't at all blame my own parents for it. they love me, and i know they were acting in good faith...
give me a glass of wine at a party and i will give you a minimum half hour ramble on forcemasc and why most of it is boring and bad
torn between the psychic damage of seeing HDG referenced on my non-horny feed and feeling relieved i am not the only person with snobby opinions on niche internet erotica
plus i think i have some interesting skills/tastes/niches that might play well! i love interesting cables, weird organic looking shapes, and i've done some knitting with leather
from what i am seeing and hearing of the skill level from that bake off type show for knitting... if i work on a couple of weaker skills of mine (intarsia, blocking), i might actually stand a chance if i applied in a couple of seasons π€
One for @caseyexplosion.bsky.social π
Briana White - Aerithβs voice actress in the FF7 series- is currently running a huge charity auction with a bunch of Final Fantasy memorabilia. And all proceeds are donated Immigrant Defenders Law Center - helping for legal funds and reconnecting families. Take a look! tiltify.com/@thestranger...
stock photo of a chad wearing nothin but a chainmail scarf and sweatpants
searched for "man wearing chainmail" stock photos and got this
i really do find it bizarre. it's an umbrella term - do we get this mad about the term 'trans' or 'queer' for the same reason? if not, why 'transmasc' specifically? i get that it can be used in a degendering way on an individual level, but for communities/resources/etc i don't get it
SURPRISE!
I had an idea on Tuesday for how to do the Perfect Space Marine RPG, so I wrote the Perfect Space Marine RPG.
It's both a shitpost and a dead serious game. And it's, uh... 34,000 words long?
Anyway enjoy!!!
docs.google.com/document/d/1...
to be clear i think we are mostly in agreement on this! just some differences in semantics
...(e.g. an 'easier' way to explore bisexuality, a way to temporarily 'access' subcultural queerness for queer men living heternormative lives, or simply something that's seen to make me more desperate than cis women and so easier to exploit, etc)
the flavour of it has varied depending on sexuality, but imo there is the running theme of expectation that my gender/transness is/means/symbolises/etc being whatever that cis man wants or needs it to in the moment
...to transmasc bodies yes, but i have felt still expected to be sexually available to cis men the whole way through my transition and i've had sexually violent experiences with cis men of all sexualities because of that entitlement in a way that doesn't seem to relate to how cis passing i looked
oh i'm 10 years on t, i've not been deniable as a manic pixie girl for a long time. i think you're right about it getting more hostile, but i'm not sure i agree i'd characterise that as being about 'sexual availability'. 'performing attractiveness' and general entitlement...
...are about us being a 'not-quite-man' who is available to cis men for sex (and can fit into basically any understanding one has of his sexuality). it's a different kind of unpersoning imo
hm, i'm not sure i would agree that transmascs are treated as 'sexually unavailable' to cishet men? reproductively unavailable yes (i think it's telling how much surgery anxiety focuses on the hysto), but i think the vast majority of depictions or narratives of transmasc sexuality...