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Genderfluid vtuber and aspiring book author. Knows the meaning of Life. Demi-goddess of shapeshifting. How many universe cycles have it been? Uhhhhh... oh you dont know either...

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With a shell she bears that doesn't fit
Just one that she wants for to sit,

All boiling down to what wad her old wish
'I wish to comprehend everything, that even the Universe could miss.'
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20.11.2025 10:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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She learns knowledge for nothing but to cope
To cover her last dimly glowing heart of hope,

Once a person who showed positivity to most
Dumbed down to nothing but a host,

20.11.2025 10:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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A rustling mind of many thoughts
With only but my shameful thought with me there to rot,

Beyond the wall you never read
The girl who sits behind sobbing in puddles of red,

The city behind her filled with dark and gloom
Everything around you feel like a rope of doom,

20.11.2025 10:12 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

A 3 am poem (i thought of in bed while struggling to sleep[common])

Voice I dont recognise: explain why you need this

Me: ...
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I am a person which barely comprehend emotion
With my overwhelming drowning ocean,

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20.11.2025 10:11 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Working On Crashy's Unreal World and Testing stuff on the server fixing some Configs etc and while having the server run for my pulverizer to dupe my ores and we got the first peice of the castle everyone.

25.10.2025 16:48 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I can't be the only person who gets irritated when people call a game a killer of a game that ha has only 1 similarity. Or call it a clone just because of a larger game of its type. please someone it Can't be just me right?

27.07.2025 22:13 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

idk if i said this or someone else all i know is i said it in a dream last night while questioning everything

11.06.2025 11:14 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I had a dream last night where I said a quote in which I have no clue in which the origins sprouted through:
" Why do the same people who tell you to open your eyes to the real world have have their eyes shut further from the truth from that of even your own."
And I cant find who even said this

11.06.2025 11:12 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Happy pride month and I hope you all are doing well

06.06.2025 03:46 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

How to come out as Genderfluid: (Tutorial)
I have the Body of the 4 Elements,
A Mind as Chaotic and Fluid as the Ocean Waves.
The Will Power of the Raging Flames from the Volcano.
A Heart As Soft as the Windy Breeze across the Plains.
A Body as Hard and Strong like Stone.
#pridemonth #Genderfluid

06.06.2025 03:45 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Why is it easier for me to write. But the moment I speak I sound way differently speech is simply difficult compared to writing. I've found all languages easier to write than to speak am I alone on this?

07.05.2025 06:43 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

:3

07.05.2025 06:28 ๐Ÿ‘ 3 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I love when i look at peoples art and see amazing drawing etc, and look at my art in which is a bunch of words written in a document or on paper. Two different art forms entirely and seeing them side by side in books, novels, comics and manga. They do more than just sync within the page.

02.05.2025 02:21 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Twitch Twitch is the world

For those who want to drop by for some Vintage Story I'll be streaming to twitch

i am live oh my a rare oddity

www.twitch.tv/realcrashninja

21.03.2025 18:52 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

All hope might seem lost but ik you'll make it through, you have courage, if all seems impossible, keep going. You'll make it to the end, - Charleyne die Anomalie

19.03.2025 08:19 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Just slowly take my time and become who I am. I might have finally found an actual reason to live, that is not spite. Spite is no longer my only reason to live. Thank you for reading this you are loved and cared about, you are valid and nothing can change that. You'll understand eventually.

19.03.2025 08:16 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

But I will except and learn from mistakes. Something my parents lack. A crucial step in a proper direction. Learning to work on myself and become independent. One major reason some children will lie to parents is because some actively prove to not be able to handle the truth. 2/3

19.03.2025 08:08 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

The more I see of all three of my parents the more I realize. None of them grew up. So I took my time (18 years out if 23 total) to learn how not to be from my parents own mistakes. I am not perfect nor will I ever be. But I except that and will learn from mistakes. 1/2

19.03.2025 08:03 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Did this with scrunchies i have I like that it fades a little looks really cool :3

11.03.2025 17:55 ๐Ÿ‘ 0 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Repost if your profile is LGBTQ+ SAFE
โค๏ธ๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ

Always!

05.03.2025 04:55 ๐Ÿ‘ 2 ๐Ÿ” 1 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I don't enjoy being political because I want everyone to just be able to smile and laugh without a worry in the world. Good thing trans rights isn't political.

I stand behind my trans friends, viewers, family members, and the community at large.

This has always been the case.

22.01.2025 21:59 ๐Ÿ‘ 26 ๐Ÿ” 7 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Many beings fear being forgotten, for lost souls know the truth. The lost souls of an expansive universe never forget the good people after even death. While the aweful, lay as just temporary memories to only be permanently vanquished.

20.01.2025 07:31 ๐Ÿ‘ 1 ๐Ÿ” 0 ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0 ๐Ÿ“Œ 0