I neeeed to sort out a hotel for London in a couple weeks. Didnโt realise how soon it is ๐ฅฒ
I neeeed to sort out a hotel for London in a couple weeks. Didnโt realise how soon it is ๐ฅฒ
Then they should pay me for it ๐ค
Iโm approving EU wide network changes. This is far too much adulting for my level of adult.
Awarda lasting 17.5 hours is a v long time
It doesnโt look hopeful, but sure ๐ซก
Good morning. I need about 7 more hours of sleep please.
But itโs okay, Fridays are too late to start important things, so tomorrow you practice saying no to doing things ready to say no on real Friday
Nope, tomorrow is a practice Friday!
Tuesday-Thursday I donโt really do any work, so this is like a practice weekend before the main event ๐
We survived Wednesday, itโs basically the weekend already ๐๐ผ
Machine was finally fixed this morning just before I was about to leave so I jumped straight on it ๐ฅฒ
Idk why because Iโve not been doing anything, but my I can feel my heart thumping and my breathing is a bit shakey so Iโm going to take that as a sign for an early night ๐ฃ
Got through work, done the food shop, prepped my breakfast, protein shake and creatine for tomorrow and now doing dinner.
Hoping this motivation is a sign Iโll be feeling better soon.
Today has been a struggle ๐ฅฒ
lol. I have lost my main task and Iโm now being put on a task currently being done by the levels above me.
I am not enjoying this ๐ฅฒ
But I donโt want to go back to work ๐ญ
Got myself out of bed. Mental health is still not good but at least itโs not a whole day of bedrot.
Canโt get back to sleep. Loneliness depression is hitting hard.
Fuck this. I know Iโm lonely but Iโm going to just shut away and give up.
Self esteem is v low. No matches on tinder or hinge since last year and nothing even on Grindr ๐ฅฒ
Been into town for coffee and a quick walk anger, and now home until I get hungry and have to venture to a shop because I have no food in the house until I do my actual shop on Monday ๐ฅฒ
The post gym horn today ๐ฎโ๐จ
Keep them coming I say!
Unlocked yet another gym crush ๐ฅฒ
Gโmorning ๐ฅฑ
Omw ๐โโ๏ธ๐ซก
What happened to โpleaseโ? smh