Alex

I neeeed to sort out a hotel for London in a couple weeks. Didn’t realise how soon it is 🥲

Then they should pay me for it 😤

I’m approving EU wide network changes. This is far too much adulting for my level of adult.

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Hello, TIRED

Awarda lasting 17.5 hours is a v long time

It doesn’t look hopeful, but sure 🫡

Good morning. I need about 7 more hours of sleep please.

But it’s okay, Fridays are too late to start important things, so tomorrow you practice saying no to doing things ready to say no on real Friday

Nope, tomorrow is a practice Friday!

Tuesday-Thursday I don’t really do any work, so this is like a practice weekend before the main event 😅

We survived Wednesday, it’s basically the weekend already 👏🏼

Machine was finally fixed this morning just before I was about to leave so I jumped straight on it 🥲

Idk why because I’ve not been doing anything, but my I can feel my heart thumping and my breathing is a bit shakey so I’m going to take that as a sign for an early night 😣

Got through work, done the food shop, prepped my breakfast, protein shake and creatine for tomorrow and now doing dinner.
Hoping this motivation is a sign I’ll be feeling better soon.

Today has been a struggle 🥲

lol. I have lost my main task and I’m now being put on a task currently being done by the levels above me.

I am not enjoying this 🥲

But I don’t want to go back to work 😭

Got myself out of bed. Mental health is still not good but at least it’s not a whole day of bedrot.

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Can’t get back to sleep. Loneliness depression is hitting hard.

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Fuck this. I know I’m lonely but I’m going to just shut away and give up.

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Self esteem is v low. No matches on tinder or hinge since last year and nothing even on Grindr 🥲

Been into town for coffee and a quick walk anger, and now home until I get hungry and have to venture to a shop because I have no food in the house until I do my actual shop on Monday 🥲

The post gym horn today 😮‍💨

Keep them coming I say!

Unlocked yet another gym crush 🥲

G’morning 🥱

Omw 🙂‍↕️🫡

What happened to “please”? smh