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Like it's a lot harder to do anything just let me do my thing please is that too much to ask for

The worst part of being on my period and right after it is that I have no strength at all

I need to explode or something, I keep feeling like an outsider who shouldn't be here

I feel so dizzy all day, can it just stop for a bit

Having my period is the worst time of every month like wdym I'm in so much pain I couldn't get up all day or only for a short while

I feel so uncomfortable all the time for some reason

I want to disappear from bsky a lot more often than I want to post

I should've trusted my gut feeling when I was choosing

Now that someone might leave I have a chance to finish this course and not feel like shit

I wanted to choose this place first but too many people wanted to get in so I went with another

Looks a lot like I'll stay which is the best news for my mental health

I REALLY hope it will work out and I can stay here, there's no way I'll go back to the old one

Wdym they actually want to see me here, help and give actual feedback about what I do right or wrong

It feels so weird to be at a studio where people welcome me immediately and not judge and act toxic

I swear if today won't go well, I'll explode

I might just hide here sometimes when main feels too much, I feel so uncomfortable to post there lately

I waited too long to change to another studio, I should've tried to do it earlier

Can I ever make a good choice about where I study

I should've went with my first instinct when I chose where to learn

I take too much shit and I keep putting myself in bad situations with that

One week without wanting to kms would be too much to ask for I guess

Why would they ever pay me on time yeah sure never hold the deadlines but blame me for doing the same

Probably won't get my paycheck until the end of the month either

I'm so cooked for tomorrow and thursday too because my own teacher can't teach shit

Can anything go as planned for once

I just want to sleep is that really too much to ask for

It's just so fucking annoying like let me exist, I never signed up for this, I want to live my life and I hate not being able to get up sometimes

Already being tortured by cramps days before my period is the worst part of it probably

Deciding to make this acc my safe space when everything feels too much on main might have been my best idea so far ngl