🔞 mikhail ⚰️🕊️ | fyoatsu brain worms

thinking about fyolai in the most disgusting of ways. like i NEED to write about fyodor grooming a teenage nikolai SO bad

your honor you dont get it i need to be isekaid into genshin and i need lisa to be my mom we need to FUCK

no more moping i have weird taboo sex on my mind 🔥

i just want to be cared for im so tired

i want a blanket and a plushie i feel awful everything is my fault

im left with no one to truly listen. it wouldnt be right to force anyone to deal with me

i wish someone could just take pity on me for once, i always feel like im a fucking monster and even when i might deserve a break from feeling like this it feels like theres no one on the other end whos willing to reach out and listen. im not looking for help im looking for compassion

the fact that people have access to this account but never bother to check on me is part of what makes me feel worse. i could say that i want to do something dangerous and i will genuinely get 0 concern from people. i dont like begging for attention but that doesnt mean i should starve either

its my fault and theres nothing else to it. im just a bad person who makes horrible choices

i dont think its normal to be concerned about me actually. whats the point in worrying about someone who does nothing but cause problems and hurt people

gay pokémon on your timeline

people start talking to me and in the span of a few days they start ghosting me. i'm sure there's notihng wrong with them and everything wrong with me

cw // noncon, comptop
happens more often than you'd think

theres no one left to truly care. its just me and my own thoughts

all i was trying to do was keep terms amicable but i ended up making it all worse. i deserve nothing

im eventually going to end up fully alone and it'll be no one's fault but mine, exactly as they used to say

im tired. everything i say and do is somehow the wrong choice

im not going to reach one year clean

i deserve nothing lmao

maybe this is all my fault. maybe i had no right to do what i did. maybe i really did ruin everything

i know how unlikable i am. but am i really not worth listening to either?

i have never felt as unheard and unseen as i have been in the past two years

taser is a professional hair stylist and milo is in a shitty pop punk band and they're GAY!!!!

hi. i have 2 new weird lesbians. theyre in a dom/sub dynamic ft ageplay & abdl . i lovehteem

im trying not let it get to my head but it's really difficult lmao. i had already been worrying about the outcome of the night for days, now this. i think it's a sign or something. who knows

i just think its very funny that things like this only seem to happen when i'm the one who could get the short end of the stick

whenever theres the chance of things going badly, they WILL go badly. never forget

lol. lmao even

i need to hurrt myself so b ad

neverr reach out nevwer check on me never tecct first im alwasy ok