@madmelancholies
29yo human. alien, monster, and femboy enthusiast. aspiring freak and fandom historian. anti-censorship. multifandom. heated rivalry, star trek, arcane, the witcher, the untamed, dan and phil. occasionally nsfw. ao3 & tumblr: madmelancholies
🫵 DO YOU READ EROTICA? 🫵
- sexy werewolf ebooks?
- explicit fanfiction?
- 18+ speculative fuck-horror about tentacle mind invasion?
- any other kind of prose designed to get you horny?
📢 I WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU!
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Thumbnail of the conversion therapy video
New Philosophy Tube is up for Patreon backers
A history of conversion therapy from 1849-now including how the British government is bringing it back, and how to fight it
The lowest Patreon tier is $2 a month so you can see it now for as little as that
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more of new ao3 canonical tags. there really are worlds out there.
i'm Past Bullying and Bonding Over Trauma
a screenshot of an excerpt from a fanfiction on ao3
"The way his lips move and his tongue peaks through his open mouth on his L's and T's."
brother i don't know how to tell you this but that's not where his tongue would be
i can only suspend my disbelief so much 🙄🙄 (/jk)
Jeff goldblum saying “you did it you crazy son of a bitch you did it”
@zackpolanski.bsky.social 💚🙌
the-unflappablewolf Who would you trust more? total stranger in a star trek shirt? 94.5% total stranger in a star wars shirt? 5.5% 99.421 Stimmen • Verbleibende Zeit: 2 Tage 23 Stunden thebaconsandwichofregret No exaggeration, the vote split on this poll is hysterical.
No but this is entirely correct
Such chemistry. #heatedrivalry
"You can't avoid AI art everyone does it"
I've been blocking every motherfucker who hypes nft's / crypto and breathes positively of AI for years now and my timelines are nothing but grass fed free range art.
You just suck at blocking people for being cunts
Sometimes you have to look back at your unfinished sketches and clean it up. This was from early January where I started sketching this pose and hadn’t finished it.
#hollanov
a screenshot of an excerpt from an ao3 fanfic titled help, i think i'm falling by Magiano
that's so hashtag relatable
like when i was a kid there was this show called 'delilah & julius' on the telly and i believe there was an episode where one or both of them get tied up? really stuck with me for how tingly it made me feel
(excerpt from '(help, i think i'm falling)' by Magiano on ao3)
"The men implicated in the Epstein files reinforces that I spend half my life explaining to men that their simplified, optimistic view of other men doesn’t line up with the experience of women and girls trying to dodge sexual harassment, assault and abuse attempts." - Leslie Morgan Steiner
Don't try to save Viktor, he is right where he wants to be!
#jaycetalis #viktorarcane #jayvik
Digital art. Shane and Ilya playing in Centaurs jerseys. Ilya and Shane are embracing, Ilya is kissing Shane on the cheek
Created for Nora for her donation to @iceouthr.bsky.social ❤️💛
#hollanov #heatedrivalry #shanehollander #ilyarozanov #ottawacentaurs
New Philosophy Tube just dropped on Nebula ⭐️
A complete history of conversion therapy from 1849-now, including an exposè of groups trying to keep it legal in Britain and enforce it on the NHS with the apparent blessing of Health Secretary Wes Streeting
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briefly thought about the BA thesis i never ended up finishing and got so angry i nearly threw my phone at the wall
“Nya nya nya nya nya nya nya” - catgirl actress doing vocal warmups
happy birthday to connor storrie (and all those who celebrate)
#heatedrivalry
had to take off my glasses bc the bridge of my nose is all tender (i've had these glasses for five years and that's never happened before) and now i'm just kinda squinting all over the place like
ughhh
well if instagram won't let me into my accounts BEHOLD MY NEW ILLUMINATED (gold foil)) STICKERS HERE ✨
they're available on my store now!!!
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this is pretty spot on, i'm surprised
i don't think i would have picked the mannequin as my ideal partner but the more i think on it the more appealing it gets
‘Lovers Of The Sun’ ☀️
Based on the painting by Henry Scott Tuke
Thank you to @opalapparition.bsky.social for suggesting this painting crossover! Please go check out her ao3 where she wrote a Hollanov one shot based on the same painting!!
#heatedrivalry #hollanov
a photo of a tv showing dodie's recent youtube video of her playing her old songs on her new piano
watching #dodie play all of her old songs in 2026 bc i like hurting myself
my (former? oh...) best friends and i, we lived and loved dodie, and we went to two of her concerts together (2018 and 2019)
i have a signed dodie lp, i still have the book she wrote, but i no longer have my best friends
Shane and Ilya waiting for each others messages as a loon flies from the water at the top of the frame
I love those boys #heatedrivalry
I think we all know the answer 🩷
#heatedrivalry
Fanart of Heated Rivalry. Two images of Shane Hollander and two of Ilya Rozanov. The first is Shane in his hockey jersey, then beneath that is him panting with a hand holding his neck. The second is of Ilya also in his hockey jersey, and beneath it is him leaning forward with one arm.
the canadian yaoi got me
#HeatedRivalry #Hollanov #ShaneHollander #IlyaRozanov
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i refuse to give in to despair but i will give in to gluttony or like revenge maybe even horny
#hollanov to Right Where You Left Me for @iceouthr.bsky.social, a #heatedrivalry fanwork event to support immigrant communities and denounce racism in the U.S.
Donate here until Feb 14th and receive a fanwork:
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