Ashley not dead

i feel sick

they go and do stuff together for a a couple days because THEY share a schedule and have a pre estahlished group, YOU are an outsider that works nights and can barely hold up your end of a conversation ofc you arent invitied you parasite

youre a fucking idiot but u do deserve this cuz like wtf is your deal can you not hold it together for like a day ashley

og h fuck i thought abt it again and i almsot cried

if any of oomfs see this i love you all but i am deeply unwell

it IS crazy how much better i thibk i feel with that account deactivated i probably shoulda done that sooner today and saved them all a lotta heartache

there we go. all the loose ends tied away and secured and backdoors burned.

i rly need to stop trying be in groups im unable to actually be a part of and just accept that i cannot integrate in any way that makes people want me around for more than like. a single voice call

and by secondary i mean the feeling lasts for like. idk a week at least.

i dont even wanna be like primary just yk feeling like secondary at least for once would be nice.

my new hobby could be described as fleeting moments of genuine care for people followed by complete and total emotional collapse as soon as i am reminded that i exist tertiarily

i dont like feeling like this but as soon as i feel like i cant or shouldn't try to engage with someone i cant help it

fell back into socially destructive thinking patterns again award.

hi yes thank you for the award id like to personally blame my parents, for completely and totally destroying any ability for me to believe others can genuinely want my company.

come to think of jt i probably shouldnt be liking their posts when I see them ngl

on one hand im still very very sad but im less absolutely miserable knowing that my friends dont have to pretend to like me so i wont be a problem lmfao

oh i should put that bike that got delivered together huh. cardio could be fun rn since destiny 2s gone and shat itself again with the new artifact being garbage

TO BE FAIR this does give them the legitimate choice to reconnect if they actually want to. this isnt exactly HIDING. im just not where they can easily see me

oh yeah i probably shouldve told people its me lmao

so uh. ig im not making that destiny 2 clan huh. sorry about that

oh. no you dont need to vaccinate little pablo. hes supposed to be frothing white foam thats his breed

by fascinating i mean not at all surprising, they dont want to be associated with trannies as their primary userbase

fascinating how the new user experience doesn't offer you like *any* trans accounts to follow anymore. when i first got on here the trans cluster was RIGHT fucking there with katie as one if the main featured accounts for who to follow

robert I have successfully exfiltrated the organizations depths. do you have any double buble triple chewey gum

does it count as a prestige if i had this acc before