screenshot of email that says “that being said, i’d encourage you (if possible) to take stuff home to work remotely if required on Monday and check your email from home if the snowfall nears the possible 20 inches Saturday into Sunday.”
20 inches?????????????
my health anxiety is acting up and i think it’s from thinking about my mom’s surgery or something idk blah
oh ashley i’m SO sorry pls know u can always talk to me if that would help u, i am always here and i’m sending u sm love and strength
<3 !!!!!!!!!!
i cannot WAIT to explore more parks n stuff around me this summer and have pokemon go walks again and to hear happy birds and i’m even excited for mosquitoes
i keep looking at my calendar to remind myself that it’s almost march tho and that helps hehe soooooo clooooose ugh I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE GRASS AND THE SUN
i think the short lil reprieve from winter just for it to be cold and snowy again fucked with my head and seasonal depression why am i feeling like winter is just starting again
i have been hit by the same beast rori
my mom is a godsend tho she’s so patient with me 😭
i crack myself up ha aha aha ahahaha ahaha ha
me: I need new glasses bc my eyes are worse and things are blurry, do you think it’s because i have brain cancer? me: when i was worried about my head hurting (which it still does sometimes) the doctor kept asking if i had vision changed) me: and now i am and it’s my right eye and that’s where the pain in my head is, but my right eye has always been worse,,, anyway the logical conclusion is that i have brain cancer” mom: the logical conclusion according to mom is that you just need new glasses and that you don’t have brain cancer me: LOL
typical convo with my mom on any given tuesday
my dad never fails to cry every time i leave to go back home
like every single time
he cried today and i’ll literally be back in two weeks
aw :’)
sometimes i think that if i wasn’t so hyper aware of social dynamics i would be less of an anxious person
my dad said if she doesn’t give me the respect i deserve then he’s gonna have a “coming to jesus” convo with her lmfao
i’m going to bingo with my sister who i haven’t seen or talked to in like 6+ years in a lil bit and i’m stressed LOL it’ll be fine but idk ! weird !!
a brown table full of lanyards, pins, stickers, cookies, markers, etc
my student tour guides are decorating their name tags tonight for their monthly meeting activity !!!!!!!! they wanted me to order pronoun pins AW :’) adore them !!!!!!
oh update on this i feel fine LOL busy but good, brain has has been a lil mean to me but besides that it was a pretty solid week ! cool !!
ask me again how i feel on friday tho bc i have another long day today and tomorrow hahahahahaha
3 hour late start* !!!! petition for the workday to always start at 11am
okay maybe it’s too bad working late at night bc that means i get to start late the following day like i’m just waking up and i feel so rested having a 2 hour late start WOOO
it’s past 8pm and i’m just getting home from work, i am tired and the rest of my week is going to be busy as heck too, but i sure do i love my students and i’m so happy to work with them :’)
wishing u the best!! i miss u
i have this coworker who has this cubicle across from my office and she LOVES to talk but the last thing i want to do today is have small talk with anyone pls she’s already walked back and forth to my office like 5 times this morning to talk and i’ve been here 20 mins blah
i think i’ve decided i’m fine i apologize for the early morning crash out
god i drive myself crazy this shit is so frustrating
anyway posting here doesn’t help anything but not sure what else to do rn just kinda hoping it goes away so i can stop worrying i’m just so tired
AHHH can’t sleep i’m convinced i have an ovarian cyst that is rupturing and/or ovarian torsion i’m so anxious pls i just want to be able to have normal bodily pain and not spiral but i can’t help but assume the worst bc what if i need urgent medical care and somethings seriously wrong
anyway i’m not gonna let this ruin my day bc it’s TRIVIA DAY !!! and my insurance is pretty standard and is usually accepted at most places sooooo it should be fine
i’m gonna try to follow her to her new location if they take my insurance which i really hope they do bc i really like her ugh i really do not want to start over with someone new
my therapist is leaving the counseling place i go to 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
