So weird to see because I literally just took a Xanax. Okay, that was it really. That coincidence just had to tumble from my brain into your replies.
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I'm a moth that dreamt she was a human. But now the dream is over, and the moth is awake. Often saturnine. Elder Millennial. Sporadically writes astronomy poetry. she/her. #secularhumanism #cats #science #AILuddite
So weird to see because I literally just took a Xanax. Okay, that was it really. That coincidence just had to tumble from my brain into your replies.
What's going on in the world + work + personal. I don't have a lot of responsibilities typical of someone my age so I feel pathetic for being so easily overwhelmed and stressed by it all. Thank you again though. πππ
And I'm not entirely alone but talk to very few people (mostly by choice).
It's true. I feel lonelier around people who seem to either not really get me or who don't care that much about me, than I do being alone.
For some reason I don't get notified when you reply to me. Literally the only account I have this issue with. Super annoying!
Perfect response. Such a self-own to immediately insult the woman who rejected you.
I know, right?
And kratom only just kind of blunts it lol.
I'm sorry. β€οΈ And I will. I'm so glad that you've found something that helped. I've struggled with it for a long time but it's really spiked in the last few months. Thank you so much for your advice and support.
All cat accounts should follow Purrl and Stellaluna! #Minterland Look at this gorgeous cat yin yang!
It sounds like you're a lot better off cutting people out who don't add benefit to your life.
π« I feel as if everyone I've ever known is more successful than I am and more "together" than I am. But at least I never said "I don't listen to music" or "I've never read a book lol" or "I'm going to look this up in Grok/ChatGPT."
I'm the same exact way. I can't handle very much and I take very few chances in life mostly because of it. I'm easily overwhelmed and it makes me feel pathetic. All this is just to say that you're not alone. π«
And as if this ISN'T terrifying.
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I hope so too. There are days that I'm barely functional. I feel like an alien's trying to claw its way out of my chest and my brain is completely fractured almost at all times.
Happy birthday, beautiful girl! You're very lucky to have found such a loving home. π§‘π©Άπ¦
Thanks @jenrobey.bsky.social for the lorazepam suggestion. I'll bring that up.
I took a half a Xanax yesterday and I felt better (I only have one a half left now). I guess I should scrounge up the motivation to make a doctor's appointment.
One of my favorite nebulae.
You're the second person to say that as I've posted this before. She really wasn't big! I think it's a combination of perspective and her floof that's making her look bigger. She lived to be 17 and passed when I was 14, so she was with me throughout my childhood.
Aw. β₯οΈ to πͺand π¦
I don't remember where I got it haha. I have two pillows with Audrey Kawasaki artwork too. You can see part of one in the Kepler photo.
Thank you! π©· I try to make it that way since I spend the vast majority of my time in it haha.
That's also a tapestry with moths on it behind Kleo.
A smokey cream point cat sitting on a blanket on my lap as I'm on the couch. You can just see my arm petting him. The cat has his eyes closed and looks very content.
A calico cat on the arm of a vine-patterned couch, sitting up and looking over as if interested by something. There's a glittery blue pillow in front of her and fairy light tree on a glass/metal piece of furniture behind her.
#ThrowbackThursday These pictures are only from October '25 so not that much of a throwback I guess - but I just like these pictures.
I always thought too that they looked like a yin yang when cuddled together like that!
We can stop calling "budget" or "knock off" versions of things "TEMU" any day now. Any day now. It was not funny the first 600 times I heard it.
...killings of two American citizens *and all of the immigrants that died in detention centers or due to ICE raids.