Naemi

there is a bucket of piss next to my basement unit entrance and i might know how it got there which adds to how i really don't know what to do about it

How do ppl love rendering paintings... this is torture.

Uff... Das ist so USA-Style. Brauchst du das Praktikum, also ist es Pflicht?
Bei den Kriterien weiß ich nicht, ob ich dir Daumen drücken soll oder nicht...

these are sooo nice!! i love how you blended those colors.

Kann mir gut vorstellen, dass es da um Ideen angreifen geht. Wenn's da noch Probeaufgaben usw gibt ist das sus. Aber ist sonst trotzdem auch Zeitverschwendung für die, oder nicht? Ergibt wirklich wenig Sinn so einen Aufwand zu betreiben.

was in gottes namen... soll das bringen???

welche branche ist das?

Idk how you can miss the mark this hard in pursuit of "number go up"

currently working on a character that has an unnatural colorsplit skin red+blue and can someone tell me why red is the most evil color to paint? ( i know why but still)

Haha yeah... This is a good idea. I have friends who have to take meds too and we could just remind each other.

My meds are sadly "time sensitive". i have to take them with food in the morning. That alone makes my brain go "too stressful. let's procrastinate."
But you have an interesting approach. I'm taking notes !

really there are more people out there who are on your side than you think there are

it is really easy for these regimes to thrive when we are kept feeling alone, powerless and in danger

this is why they hate empathy

cruelty is the point

this is prime time to build community and do something for the greater good. last year i made this experience over and over again. if you are kind and act friendly towards others the same will be returned. you also will build real relationships with more friendly neighbours around you than strangers

bracing myself for or government to either ignore this or come out with "they are a friendly nation"

That's something i tried but i kinda "got used to it" and ignored it haha. I have to come up with a strategy. Maybe it has to be a new one every other month.

Taking my meds will be my only new years resolution.

i got diagnosed with adhd 2 yrs ago and thankfully meds work like magic on me but wow am i bad at taking them.

every time i forget to take them i am taken over by misery and it never is clear to me why.... until 1-2 weeks in i remember.

These are so good. I wish i could live in the orb.

Why is posting things online giving you the curse of "now i see all the mistakes".
These drawings are old and i looked at them a bunch, but just now they seem all wrong.

i know not having ~an artistic identity~ is kinda bad but how do all of you get paid?

Artwise, this year was "Inside of me are two wolves and neither represent my actual artstyle":

#art

1st wish on my list would be: have the time, headspace and energy to make more art.

New years resolutions don't work for me, so i will write a "wishlist" this time.

2025 was so horrible for me in my personal life... Not even including the state of the world... I don't have much energy left.

I hope all of you are and will be treated with more kindness now and in 2026.

You have always been extremely good at capturing the moods

Close up photo of my knitting work featuring an italian cast on with waste yarn. The waste yarn is half removed.

Look how juicy this turned out

in an ideal world i would be paid to learn every craft ever...

I just learned how to do an italian cast on with waste yarn and i am so mindblown. This is so smart and nice!!!

it just makes me happy to know that everything is extremely complex and a bottomsless well of things to discover. plus the world is always changing and reinventing itself which also means... maybe everything will heal in a way i don't have to worry about.

if it makes you feel better... i have not a ssingle braincell that is built to store "actor data". all i know yout them is the character they played. they might as well be just the character. i don't need to know more.

2 realizations about evolution i had this year that rewired my brain a bit:

1: human brains can't grasp the amount of time that went into complex organisms. most of us won't turn 100 yrs old so anything more becomes hard to imagine.

2: evolution isn't linear. some things went back into the water!