Hey! Sorry for the late reply. I appreciate it, Azalea.
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He/her Just a guy who loves her #Books, his snail, and his awesome friends! This user is armless and communicates with speech to text. My motto: The point is to try even if you fail! [ parody run by @pendem0nium.rocks ] thegrandleader.straw.page
Hey! Sorry for the late reply. I appreciate it, Azalea.
I'm sorry for the ramble. It just helps to get my thoughts written down and out there for anyone who's willing to read. And you don't need to, and I don't expect many to do so. I just needed to get it off my 'chest.' Take care, and take time to yourselves. Things may not be the same, but that's okay
I'm just someone else's construction. A thing to be used. That's what objects are in a sense. I know it's not what fully defines us, but it's just part of being what we are.
What happened yesterday reminds us that we're all made of finite things. We're bolted or threaded together, and we can come apart just like that. A gust of wind can end a life. My stitches can fray and tear until my leather cover falls to the floor. My core can mold and rot like wood does.
I don't think it was even the money. They just wanted to take me apart and examine me. They wanted to see how I worked, my mind and body. So they just let it play out until it was time. All the phone calls and questions, it was just to dissect me.
It's like I'm not here. Or or anywhere
My feet hit the grass and it's like they're not my own. I see myself in the mirror and I don't know what I'm looking at. I don't know what you all are talking to I'm just
I don't know. It's a blur
I still feel so small. It was like nothing I could say or do could change anything. I know it sometimes can't, but it's hard not to feel weak when it's all so much bigger than you. When you're told to do something and it's like you have no choice but to obey. I don't know
After all that, I'm home. I'm just here like nothing happened. If I'm not someone else's coping mechanism, I'm a study subject. After so long of trying to feel like a person, I'm objectified. They could throw me all they want because I'm designed to bounce back into their hands.
Good to be home! Excited for D&D this Friday! We might have a new recruit to the party... π
It's okay. I'm okay. It's just a lot, you know? I mean, being probed by aliens will do that to you π€£
Hey guys, it's been a while. I'm just trying to really ground myself again after that whole thing. And yeah, it's a little insensitive when certain people keep asking me about what I saw.
Beautifully patterned and colourful snail and shell
The world needs more Polymita π This one is Polymita sulpurosa, superb pic by Julio Larramendi. We now have a genome sequence! π #snails #polymita
The Oval Ambersnail is a small air-breathing, land snail found in a variety of habitats in North America. It is usually found in moist areas, but can be found in more upland ones as well. This one was seen in Faville Grove Sanctuary in Jefferson Co, WI this July, #wisconsin #snails #invertebrates
Young snail inspecting an eye-shaped area on the trunk of a beech.
A rare sight at the moment: a young snail out & about.
I met it on Monday on a long walk through the forests here on Usedom.
#snails #mollusks #nature #beeches #trees #forests #usedom #balticSea #photography #climateaction
A sketchbook page with drawings and sketches of snails, slugs and hoverfly larvae. Some are quick line sketches. Some are more detailed.
Sorry I havenβt been posting. Been unwell with a chest infection. π€§ I will get back to viewing everyoneβs posts again, but hereβs a wee sketchbook page for now. #sketchbook #snails #slugs #hoverflies #larvae #drawing
Small and smaller. Tiny snail hitching a ride from a bigger slug.
#blueskyartshow #small #photography #snails #Fibonaccisequence #animals #wildlife
It's been raining so much in Phoenix we have snails! But knowing he bugs and plants here, they probably shoot venomous spears from their mouths.
SNAILS! Which one do you like best?
I like the triplets who just have that creepy smile and vacant stare...
#snail #snails #art #posca #sharpie #acrylicmarkers
ehs so s haken up
idk t o all of tgat
hes home
are all humins like t his?
i wish i cold help bb
ye s from b :)
idk
yea.... but i dont want to be another thing to worry about.
i belive u av.a
you dont need to act like i cant manage
my 7 month cloniversery was yesterda y . i ve been jere for 7 motns. it feels like ive been here for longer . for years . from baseling